Debut or Die - Chapter 125

If you can’t debut, you’ll get a fatal disease Episode 125

‘Is that guy doing something like this?’

It was kind of odd.

I know that Sejin is a guy who is quick to judge the situation and drives public opinion in his favor.

But was he the kind of person who would choose a unit by playing tricks on his cards?

Rather than taking the risk of being caught, I think he would have taken the situation to his advantage as much as possible.

‘I don’t think I would do that just because I want to avoid Saejin Bae.’

Hmm, not very nice.

However, the situation was not very good even when I questioned this.

There was no evidence, and to bring up such a story with cameras installed in the dorm was to lose weight.

And even if it’s true, isn’t that right? It’s not like there’s a big problem with a one-off unit for a concert.

There was a high probability that the atmosphere would be tempered for no reason.

‘… Let’s go over it for now.’

I went to the bed in Room 1, now my old room. Big Sejin slowly came along as if he was looking around where his room would now be.

“Oh, I have to use the bed at the door. Mundae, I will hand over my bed to you.”

“… somewhere.”

“What did you eat? It’s the far left~”

“Yes. I will avoid it.”

“Hey, it’s so embarrassing that I can’t use it? It’s okay. Don’t hesitate and be comfortable~”

“… … .”

It’s very usual.

I shook my head, packed my things, and left room number one.

‘If there’s another problem, I can bring it up then.’

And that timing came sooner than expected.

It was the awards ceremony just a few days later.

* * *

Excluding one note, it was virtually the last large-scale awards ceremony.

However, some major singers did not attend. I think it was because it overlapped with the tour schedule.

In other words, VTIC did not come.

‘… You don’t have to worry about Ohama.’

As soon as I thought so, a text came.

[VTIC Cheongryeo senior: This is almost like the last time. Congratulations on the rookie award ^^]

“… … .”

I feel like I’ve been hit by a mental ohama.

I replied with a short message and turned off my smartphone. Then Sejin pretended to know.

“Do you keep in touch with senior Cheongryeo?”

“… … uh.”

“Hmm~ Yes, yes.”

Sejin seemed to want to add something more, but he arrived at the awards ceremony waiting room before that.

A piece of paper was attached to the door to the waiting room.

[Zyrop / Testa]

This time, it wasn’t a single waiting room.

‘In fact, thanks to my grades so far, I’ve received a very good waiting room for a rookie.’

I heard that there are many cases where people wait in a cubicle in an environment where there is not enough waiting room.

‘In fact, one of the two groups is on the good side.’

Hmm So waiting together this time… … He is a male idol from a famous agency.

‘Three or four years senior.’

It was a predictable lineup.

Ryu Chung-woo lightly asked the members.

“Well, let’s say hello as we go in.”

“yes!”

However, unlike the normal reaction of the other members, the big Sejin right next to him was agitated.

“… !… hmm.”

… … wait for a sec.

‘Come to think of it, if you calculate the debut date of these guys’ agency… … .’

But before I had time to think further, the door was opened by the manager.

“Hello, senior!”

“Ah~ Hello~”

I thought it was going to be an insignificant greeting, but soon Zyrob guys approached me with an exaggerated smile.

“Ah~ Sejin!”

“how have you been doing?”

So was it.

I think it’s correct that this is the ‘that’ group that caused the short derailment of the former ‘Azusa’.

This is the first debut group of the first agency that Keun Sejin was weeded out right before his debut.

“Wow~ Hello. Senior~ Nice to meet you!”

“Hey, what about you, senior! Just call me hyung~”

“Ah how is that~”

Keun Sejin smiled, shook hands with some of them, and bumped his fists. It looked very friendly.

Other members… It’s a face that thinks ‘Geun Sejin acts like a big Sejin’. Because he’s such a sociable guy.

However, the atmosphere changed slightly after that.

“Sejin doesn’t even look at Tok. I feel sorry for you.”

“You know~ I’m so busy since I debuted!”

“okay. Sejin, I hope you’re busy right now~ It’s a lot later than I thought! Lucky for you.”

‘What?’

These guys are secretly sarcastic about Sejin’s failure to debut.

Big Sejin smiled and replied.

“It’s good~ Seniors often talk to me, but I’m sorry for the late reply! I’m busy with work, so it doesn’t fit well.”

It means X is free because you don’t have a schedule.

“… You didn’t do that often, did you? I was just curious about something about you.”

“uh? Aren’t you comfortable to know what I’ve been up to since I’ve been out here and there a lot lately? Please tell me about the seniors’ current status from time to time too~ I’m curious about everything.”

“… … .”

Wow, those guys were sluggish in their previous activities, so they can turn things around like this without any news related to sexuality.

No matter how you look at it, it was a big win by decision.

And at this point, most of the members except Kim Rae-bin were rolling their eyes as if they had grasped the situation.

The members of Zyrop were on the verge of rotting.

“… okay. Even if you don’t want to know this year, you will know our news well~”

“Really? Hey I’m looking forward to it! Please look forward to our testers as well.”

“… … .”

This was purely crushed by weight class.

In the end, the members of Zyrob ended their greetings with forced smiles.

“okay. Let’s work hard together.”

“yes!”

The conversation seemed to end like that.

However, as if he couldn’t stand it, one of the Gyrop members who was standing in the back intervened.

“But I only heard about Testa, right? You don’t know the news, do you?”

“… … !”

What was surprising was that Sejin seemed to have been hit by these trivial words.

Keun Se-jin was still smiling, but instead of giving any refutation, he kept his mouth shut.

‘uh?’

And here, Kim Rae-bin could not stand it and raised his hand to speak.

By the way, what I couldn’t stand was not anger, but pure logical error.

He didn’t even get upset because he didn’t know the situation.

“… ? Since Sejin hyung is Testa, isn’t the news about Testa hyung news?”

“that’s right!”

Cha Yoo-jin readily agreed.

But Zyrob did not give up.

“No, because I can only hear the group talk and I can’t hear Lee Se-jin’s story~” “

… … ? Oh, we have never done individual activities other than group activities. You can think of Testa’s news as Sejin’s news.”

“… … .”

It may not have been Kim Rae-bin’s intention, but thanks to him, Zyrop’s words became forced.

It’s over.

‘Should I organize it?’

I laughed and interjected.

“yes. From now on, whenever you hear about Testa, you can think of Lee Se-jin. Right?”

“You are correct!”

Contrary to Kim Rae-bin’s proud face, Zyrob’s face was completely rotten.

“… … Oh yeah.”

No matter how senior they are, the conversation ended as if these idiots didn’t have the guts to come to the awards ceremony and give a shit to a group with a large weight class.

However, the condition of the great Sejin did not return.

‘This guy is really strange.’

Keun Se-jin, who has been silently looking at his smartphone for an hour, created a dirty feeling of incongruity.

… And connecting the situation just a few days ago with the unit card incident created a point of suspicion.

‘… … It’s ambiguous to leave it like this.’

Sejin Keun often held the microphone.

If I kept going like this, there could be a problem at the timing when I had to say my acceptance speech, so it was better to shake it off now.

“… I’ll go to the car for a minute.”

“uh?”

“What are you leaving behind?”

I got up and got the key from the manager.

“Can I find you?”

“are you okay. I’ll be back soon.”

Then he tapped the big Sejin who was sitting near the door.

“Hey let’s go.”

“… … huh? what?”

“I think I need one more person because I have something to move. I have to take pictures.”

“… … .”

Keun Se-jin looked me up and down without a word, then stood up with a smile on his lips.

“… Yeah~”

It was clear that he was being sarcastic somewhere, but let’s move on first.

Then, without saying a word, I walked down the hallway and arrived at the car.

After making sure no one was around, I got into the car and opened my mouth.

“… … .”

“What have you been having trouble with lately?”

“… After”

Sejin looked up at the ceiling of the car and sighed. It seemed to me that he had realized the purpose of calling me.

“no.”

“… … okay? Then cool your head and go upstairs. You seem uncomfortable in the waiting room.”

“… … !”

I shrugged and searched the car for a neck pillow.

I guess you could say I came here looking for this.

“I’ll give you a rough excuse, so come back before time. then.”

“… … .”

I grabbed the car door. Then, behind him, Sejin let out a long sigh.

“… sorry. This is a bit difficult.”

“Sounds like there’s a problem.”

“problem… … Should I say this?”

It was difficult for Sejin to say anything, so the silence continued.

‘Maybe it’s better to just talk.’

After thinking for a moment, I opened my mouth.

“Actually, I saw you choosing unit cards. … You knew the number 3 card and avoided it.”

“… … !”

“… Was it because with three people, the amount was less than two people?”

Seeing that I was hit by comments like ‘The group is doing well, not you~’ earlier, I wondered if they were sensitive to the decrease in areas to show themselves.

But Big Sejin shook his head.

“… … no.”

Then, while fiddling with the smartphone, he slowly continued to say the following.

“I fell out because you and Bae Se-jin hyung. It would be difficult to show dancing with that number of people.”

“… … !”

“It’s obvious. I would have composed a vocal-oriented performance song centered on you… I’ll end up getting a dance break center. Even that had to be tailored to him, so the difficulty must have been easy.”

“… … Maybe I tried dancing around you.”

“haha. Aigo Moondae. You must have taken such an adventure over a concert where fans spent money.”

“… … .”

“Also, if I had composed it mainly for dance, the fans wouldn’t have liked it very much.”

“Why do you think so?”

“… … driving me crazy.”

Keun Se-jin sighed a few times and held out his smartphone while hesitating several times.

Searched for your anti-discovery name… It was the result of SNS.

-To be honest, it’s embarrassing to even call it a dance line, right? Ahhyeon is one top, heyyumjin, he’s the center role hahahaha It’s disgusting to see Big Bird’s fans pushing the dance line far and wide

. Phew

, fortunately -Honestly, you dance well in soup, the dance line is meaningless

. . Alternative position… ? Is pretending to be an insider a position? Haha

“… … .”

“Let’s not say that if you search like this, only cursing will come out. If it comes out in bulk like this, it really means that to some extent it is the opinion of the fans.”

Big Sejin was calm.

I checked the overall flow again by going down on SNS.

‘… Seon Ah-hyun was so impressive.’

The status of Sun Ah-hyun’s ability skyrocketed because of her impressive image of recovering from accidents with backtumbling and overcoming stuttering.

And among the same dance line, Cha Yoo-jin is so popular and has great talent, so the center position was certain.

As a result, only the big Sejin floated.

Originally, the fans who looked at the big Sejin with disdain seemed to feel that point very strongly.

“Of course, these thoughts are centered on those who hate me, but… … Anyway, it’s true that I’m being pushed out of the position increase.”

“… … .”

“What is Ahyeon good at? It’s good. Good for the group too. But I can’t stand being in this state.”

I opened my mouth slowly.

“… So what about Cha Yoo-jin?”

“okay.”

Big Sejin got his smartphone back.

“I have to do better than Cha Yoo-jin on the unit stage this time.”

“… … .”

“Because a one-to-one comparison would be possible… I can’t see any escape route other than that, right?”