Debut or Die - Chapter 132

If you can’t debut, you’ll get sick to death

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Isn’t it rare for fans to give an event to a singer at a concert?

I’ve seen it every time I’ve been asked for data three or four times.

I have never felt any particular excitement.

It’s just that many people don’t get paid, but it was just amazing that they did it at the right timing.

But this… … It was a completely different experience for me to be the subject of it myself.

Was it possible to realize that the countless lights that swayed were each and every one of a person’s heart?

This overwhelming feeling of sharing, experienced from the center, not the outsider.

… I don’t know what to say.

“… … .”

Meanwhile, the singing continued.

it was my part

Even if nothing doesn’t change,

the magic of this moment,

Maybe it’s YOU,

an unimaginable thrill flowed all the way to my toes like hot water poured over the top of my head.

“… Hueup.”

I hurriedly lowered my head. It got better once it disappeared from sight.

But at the same time, I raised my head and wanted to see more.

‘… … It’s a mess.’

It was absurd.

In my ears I could still hear the incessant singing.

I feel good today, as if

something good is going to happen.

Besides, now other guys are joining in and calling.

The first was a big wave.

“… If it’s you, everything will be fine~”

I could very well hear the trembling of each person’s voice as they sang their part.

“Li LIFE is strange lightly… .”

Raebin Kim’s sniffling rap part continued.

And soon my part came.

‘… I’ll turn around.’

I picked up the mic once.

“… … look at me.”

… One piece was blown through the barrel. Words entered late do not lead properly.

‘Damn it.’

I gritted my teeth.

As the silence grew longer, strangely, his gaze finally poured out.

“… Mundae?”

“Are you dumb?”

“Are you crying?”

Suddenly, several hands shook my shoulders and tapped the back of my neck and back. Embarrassed exclamations were mixed among the voices of the fans who were singing.

‘… oh my god.’

I pressed the area around my eye with one hand.

Then he raised his head and looked around as calmly as possible.

Most of the members had tears in their eyes.

However, even if there are those who cry or grumble, those who shed tears… There was no

Even Bae Se-jin doesn’t cry like this.

‘Such a fucking foot.’

Now this is just me… Am I the only one who became a weirdo?

“Oh my gosh.”

“This is Moondae.”

The gathered guys laughed a few times and fortunately began to cry in earnest. It was clear that these guys were also holding back.

“… … Let’s do well.”

Drunk with the atmosphere, they hugged me from the top of my head and from my shoulders. It was hot.

I don’t know if the hugging is suffocating or the situation itself is suffocating.

What can I do , don’t

cry

, it’s okay.

While the interlude was playing, all sorts of shouts came into my ears instead of singing.

“Ugh.”

After the hug was released, Sejin ran to somewhere and came back and held a cloth in front of his face.

Without thinking, I grabbed it and pressed it to my face.

I saw indigo letters on a light purple background.

… It’s a slogan.

Someone threw it onto the stage.

‘driving me crazy.’

I just buried my face. It would have been just very funny.

Someone stroked his hair roughly.

“great job.”

Before the interlude was over, the members walked out to the front of the stage. Then, holding hands side by side, they bowed their heads and greeted each other.

Instead of singing, shouts rang in my head.

I staggered and picked up the microphone.

“… Yes, the magic is you.”

Fortunately, the last verse was sung somehow.

After the fan event wearing the mask of talk was over, he barely managed to say a few words before coming down the stage.

Only then did I stop weaving.

‘… It should have been like this five minutes ago.’

It was absurd.

I never dreamed that the situation in which I cried for the first time in nearly 7 years would be live in front of a camera with 13,000 people.

‘… Shouldn’t have avoided social media monitoring.’

It would have been better if I had known in advance, but since the concert was right around the corner, we all agreed to not look at the Internet for about a week so as not to be influenced.

I didn’t do activities that required special monitoring, so I thought it would be okay.

‘In the meantime, this… I never thought things would go under the water.’

There will never be such a useless Internet detox in my life.

I almost crumpled the slogan in my hand, but I managed to hold it in and folded it up and put it on a nearby chair.

“Hey, you really didn’t expect it. He didn’t cry even after winning first place.”

“… … .”

“As expected, he was born to become an idol. Crying only in front of fan love… kya.”

“stop.”

When he came down to the topic of sobbing, he only shook his mouth. Big Sejin laughed and changed his clothes.

“Are you okay?”

“… Are you fine.”

I’m really worried about this, so I can’t even get angry.

Seon Ah-hyun seemed to be very moved, but she didn’t cry that much, and her face was fine, which saved the staff’s trouble.

Conversely, Saejin Bae came down and shed tears, and the staff were embarrassed.

“… How is your brother?”

“I’m fine.”

Bae Se-jin barely stopped sniffing and finished her make-up.

“Our time is running out. I have to move.”

Crying quickly and coming to his senses quickly, Liu Cheng-wu quickly took control of the situation. Cha Yu-jin, who didn’t cry and was excited next to him, had already changed her clothes.

“I’m going!”

… okay. It’s time to go.

The long-awaited title stage was waiting.

“50 seconds left on the VCR!”

We ran to the standby location and moved.

Perhaps the set is already up on the central stage with the lights off.

I remembered the scene from Conti.

An antique old mansion. Dusty chandelier butterfly specimens and rusty cages.

And the spring on the back.

“Going up!”

The stage set began to move.

The moment the floor opened and the head was exposed on the stage, lights and cheers began to roar.

Wow,

it’s not time to be overwhelmed. It’s time to shake off all the sentiment and refocus.

Blue lights were put on the stage.

Testa took the formation.

* * *

“Huh… … .”

On the weekend night of the 31st, after all two days of Testa’s concert, it was the night of the weekend.

Park Moon-dae’s hommage staggered forward, holding onto her bag.

In the bag was a unique camera that had completed its shooting mission while standing.

I was running out of stamina because I ran through the concert for two days, cried and took pictures for two days, and even watched the stage while standing today.

But I had no regrets. One point is as much as a real dust!!

‘It was so good… … .’

From start to finish, there wasn’t a single element that was disappointing.

Not only was it good because he was doing his best, but the stage itself was so fun and good.

I felt as if I had briefly entered another world.

‘It’s too bad it’s over in two days… !’

I wish I could do just two more days.

And even though I was just on my way to see it, I missed Testa so much that it came alive again.

Unable to control her boiling heart, she opened her phone and accessed social media.

And I quickly uploaded the picture in the camera again, even if it was a poor quality picture taken with my smartphone.

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[2X0331 Makkon Moondae Park Preview]

(Photo of Mundae Park with tears in his eyes) (Photo of Moondae Park pointing with his finger on the unit stage ) (Picture of Moondae Park looking back on the wire)

I love Moondae-

ya #Testa #TeSTAR #MoondaePark #Moondaengdaeng

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Homma’s heart ached especially whenever she saw the first attached picture.

It was Park Moon-dae holding back the tears while holding the paper with both hands and slightly lowering his head.

Homma pounded her heart inwardly.

‘My child is a real angel… … .’

Moondae Park also cried on the second day of the concert.

The fans prepared an event that was different from the first day, which was Testa blowing a paper airplane into the air while singing a fan song during the encore.

Of course, Testa was again overwhelmed by the tremendous sight of 10,000 colorful paper airplanes floating together in the concert hall.

And Testa, who grabbed some of the planes that had luckily landed on the stage, was able to see the contents of them himself.

-Oh this… …

– Wait a minute ah… …

-… …

Fans wrote down what they wanted to say inside each piece of paper folded in an airplane.

It was a brutally moving event.

In the process, some members burst into tears, and among them, Moondae Park’s picture was the first preview photo of Homma.

And Park Moon-dae… He was also the member who cried the most at the concert on a topic that was the least likely to cry.

Whether it was Azusa’s first win on airwaves after debut, or at any awards ceremony, the tears of a person laughing like a waterfall, let alone a drop of tear, had tremendous destructive power.

On the first day, not only fans but also various communities were turned upside down.

-Did you cry until the crazy bear?

└ It’s not just crying, it’s sobbing level (photo)

└ Huh

└ It’s steamy and full of tears

– Hahaha I thought you wouldn’t cry even when you were on the Grand Prize, but it just collapsed at the concert when you sang together

! (Stay silent

└ If you put your hands away, you’ll be laughing

└ How did you know

-If I cry at every concert in the future, I’ll buy VOD. I bought this one, I want to watch it in high definition soon

└ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

-All of them cry well, but I also cried when the first concert was gymnastics.

└ Aggro X is twisted, and even before their debut, they grew up watching society’s hot chicken taste, so they seem to know what’s

precious

. My gommy millennial idol ♡ Do good to Gommy Gommo, even the frog selection is cardiopulmonary resuscitation♡♡ Gommy cry a lot and keep feeling a sense of debt to your

friends ♡♡

In any case,

Testa’s progress at this concert was quickly shared in various places, from a community with unfiltered comments to fan accounts with courtesy and common sense. From the

new unit stage, the unconventional new song stage, and the appearance of crying, all kinds of stories to talk about came out. So, maybe it was only natural.

The fact that Moondae Park’s preview sharing figure easily broke the thousand mark in less than 5 minutes after it was uploaded was a proof. The

reactions of acquaintances and followers were

also

excellent.

-Oh, we cried again ㅠㅠ Full Moonbe-nim, thank you always!

-His real skin color is beautiful too. STOP whitewashing (crying emoticon)

└This is an unedited preview

. Foreign language aggro began appearing as if they were getting along a lot.

‘These guys are fighting with all the hostesses’

. And I quickly boarded the subway that just arrived.

‘Oh, so many people… … .’

On the first day, I went comfortably thanks to riding in a friend’s car who had seen it elsewhere, but today, such a fluke was impossible.

‘I should have taken a taxi or a hotel!’

The moment I was about to regret it, fortunately there was a seat right in front of me and I was able to sit down.

‘thank god.’

As soon as Homma sat down, she grabbed the camera and began to flick through the footage.

It is because the new song stage did not leave a corner of my head.

‘It’s really crazy.’

I didn’t expect to bring something like that.

But thank you so much for bringing it!

Since the first impact is important, it was implicitly in the atmosphere that photos or fan cams of the new song’s stage were not uploaded until midnight, but honestly, I really wanted to brag about it.

‘Let’s try turning it around.’

The moment Homma was about to check the fancam she filmed today, a vibration suddenly rang from her knee.

It was a smartphone.

And in the notification window… There was unexpected news.

[Invite Lovers to Testa’s concert after party! (Applause emoticon)]

It was a W Live announcement!