Debut or Die - Chapter 147

Episode 147

“Hyung, I’m really sorry. In order to hastily and arbitrarily judge the situation, I carelessly used the personal experience my brother shared… … .”

“Because it’s okay.”

If you listen to it one more time, it’s the fifth.

I received Rabin Kim’s apology with a bit of disgust.

‘If anyone sees it, they’ll think it’s framed.’

All this guy did was tell the members, ‘Moondae-hyung said he remembered the past while he was sleeping’.

It was most likely that he did it out of fear or nervousness.

Based on that, I must have tried to somehow interpret and respond to my damn light.

‘… … I thought I hid it well.’

It was an illusion.

After coming to Korea and checking the summer package shoot, my atmosphere was filthy awkward and gloomy.

‘I was afraid that something would happen to me and I would have handled it with care.’

Even the camera occasionally caught these guys worrying or nervous.

The reason why the filming went smoothly was entirely thanks to Sejin, who made a lot of noise about twice as much by himself.

‘… Liu Qingyu refrained.’

It was clear from the beginning of the shoot that I realized that I was uncomfortable with myself.

I put up with my silence and said to Kim Rae-bin.

“Then I must apologize. Sorry for the blurry atmosphere.”

“yes?? Absolutely not! In the first place, there is a need to apologize for the unexpected situation that occurred in a situation where filming was in progress… … .”

“okay. In the same sense, you don’t have to apologize either.”

“… ! All right. thank you!”

After convincing me of ‘why there is no need to apologize’, Kim Rae-bin finally stopped talking and left after saying hello.

“Let’s go in. I hope you have a comfortable break.”

“okay. you also.”

Immediately the room became quiet. One roommate was absent due to a schedule, and the other was thanks to his modest hobby.

‘The world is quiet.’

I sighed and buried myself in the bed.

But another noise came from the next bed.

‘… Less than 3 seconds have passed since I said it was quiet.’

It was Bae Se-jin.

“… Are you okay?”

“yes? yes.”

It’s an obvious answer, but in reality, my condition was quite stable.

I don’t know if it’s because I drank and brushed it off at the last minute, or because I left a strange country where things happened and returned to my room in a familiar dorm.

Either way, it didn’t feel like I couldn’t stand it like before.

Just remembering it makes me break out in a cold sweat. So I was happy to add an explanation.

“There will be no interruptions to filming now. Do not worry.”

“I wasn’t worried about that!!”

Bae Se-jin screamed loudly and then, in surprise, picked up the book he was reading.

“… … !”

What do you mean?

Anyway, so after checking the summer package shoot, I checked today. That is the day the summer package is released on the market.

‘just in case.’

I picked up my smartphone and finally started monitoring all the time.

“… … hmm.”

Fortunately, there were no problems.

After going through the magic of editing, my attitude has changed to a moderately passive degree.

The reaction wasn’t bad either.

-Moondae’s body seems really bad, but it hurts even more to see that

he’s trying hard

not to

show it. No, you crazy bastard

– The

kids take care of Mundae, but

it really warms my heart. Testa is forever.

I think the right choice was to reduce my reaction to other members and situations as much as possible and the expression of my emotions.

Of course, there were rare instances of aggro accounts such as ‘Where is Park Moon-dae’s original intention?’

It was thanks to public opinion that he was really sick because he was short-lived and even missed the W live before filming.

… … It stung my conscience a bit.

‘It wasn’t particularly painful, though.’

I’ve already used the excuse of being sick once, so I’ll have to really take care of my body properly for the next half year or so.

Also, if it hurts, it won’t be a single shot from then on, and then useless sounds could come out properly.

These summer packages tend to be purchased and viewed only by fans, so it seems to have been overlooked, but it is unknown in the future.

‘I’ll have to be careful.’

I shrugged and turned off my phone.

Looking at the neat internet situation, I thought it was a good idea to overdo it at the time.

… And he’s keeping what he promised.

Beep Beep

[Consultation Time]

Just when I turned off the alarm on my smartphone, Bae Se-jin quietly started talking to me.

“… store?”

“yes.”

“Good idea.”

“What is it?”

At the time Seon Ah-hyun went to get counseling, I decided to get counseling too.

Thanks to that, I went out with Sun Ah-hyun, who returned from her schedule today.

“It’s nothing. Let’s call when it’s over… !”

“uh… Yeah.”

But to be honest, it didn’t help much.

“Then what is your biggest worry lately?”

“… I do what everyone else is doing.”

“Okay~ Any examples?”

“Well, I also worry about whether I will be able to do my job properly.”

It is because it is impossible to tell the counselor, ‘If I can’t solve the abnormal condition, I will die, but this bastard even shows strange visions, causing PTSD symptoms to pop out like seizures’.

It’s just a way to show off.

“Mr. Moondae. You’re still doing well enough. Have you ever thought that it would be okay to be a little more generous with yourself?”

“… … I do a little bit.”

well anyway… … There was a sense of security that the sense of confiding in an expert gave.

It feels like the nerves on the edge are a little lessened and the calmness inside is solidified.

Here, thanks to not being active in Korea, the schedule that wasn’t that excessive was the basis, and I finally thought of trying ‘that’ again.

In the bathroom of the dorm after returning from the consultation.

I caught my breath.

“… … status window.”

Goosebumps ran down his spine, but not enough to knock him off.

I checked the status window after such a long time.

… To properly check for new status ailments.

[‘Audience or death’]

: If you can’t meet more than 200,000 spectators within a set period of time, deaths

achieved: 2 219 / 200 000

Remaining period: D-339

‘Crazy.’

This time, shame has no conscience.

‘This is the number that must go on an overseas tour unconditionally.’

Thanks to the event, Icheon is now stamped, but this also had its limits. It’s not like there are events all year round.

If it goes according to plan, I think we’ll start with a domestic concert in the fall, so there’s no problem with the timing… Now it was a question of scale.

It’s not at the level of giving up early, but it’s worth a try if you combine events and so on.

‘In the end, I have no choice but to release a good album.’

Back to the original story.

… Still, thinking that this was the last time, some peace returned.

‘What is not the target?’

I tried to return the status window with slightly trembling hands, but suddenly realized that I didn’t need to use my hands.

It means your head isn’t working properly.

‘… It’s not normal.’

Status window disappeared. I resisted the urge to sink my head into the sink again.

And I thought.

‘… What do you want?’

I don’t know why this status window is like that.

As the first reward, Moondae Park… So, it was a little different when the real circumstances of Park Moon-dae surfaced or when the circumstances of Cheong-ryeo were told in detail for the second time.

I thought they were hints of how things were going.

But what I saw in America… Fuck, anyway, that’s… … Isn’t it?

Any clarification, any help… Isn’t it?

“… … After ”

let’s stop.

I took a deep breath and cleared my head.

No matter how much I think about it, the answer won’t come out anyway. Let’s just do our thing.

that was the best

‘First of all, the biggest schedule at hand.’

This is my personal schedule. I remembered it from the time I drank and robbed Ryu Cheng-wu.

‘It’s not bad to have some time to work alone.’

… In fact, since I came to Korea, I have never had an open conversation with Ryu Chung-woo.

Greetings and casual chatting In front of the camera, I talk about the script without too much difficulty, but beyond that… Since I have a history, it’s a little too hasty to try.

‘I’ll have to keep my distance with this.’

I gladly accepted my personal schedule.

– Moondae, are you okay? isn’t it too fast?

-it’s okay.

And in fact, there are some parts that are somewhat expected.

It was because the stats I took last time were for this variety show.

‘Rather, I ended up doing it later than I thought.’

It was a perfect situation for a change of mood.

I cleared my mind of useless dregs and smiled thinking only of the clean facts.

This is singing entertainment.

And my current singing stats are… …

It was S-.

* * *

〈The Singer I Made〉

It is an entertainment show that has recently become a big hit on MBS.

The format of this program, in which secret celebrities come out and sing, and then choose a winner through a survival contest, was probably a bit boring.

Right away, MBS also had an ending entertainment show that was a big hit with that format.

However, this 〈Singer I Made〉 had a unique difference. as soon as… It was that the cast members did not come out in person.

Yes. They appeared on stage as holograms.

Not just as he is, but as a ‘character’ he has set up.

The cast created a mascot singer character by creating a profile from appearance to personality preference age.

Then, a hologram machine supported by a large company embodied the character on the stage.

Viewers were fascinated by the state-of-the-art technology that even implements the motions of the linked performers under the stage, and fell in love with the familiar format without any sense of incongruity.

So, a high school student here, who was flipping through the channels, stopped the remote control after seeing the familiar stage screen of this variety show.

The male high school student, who had been giggling while calling out his profane nickname,

“Oh~ Singer~,” stared at the screen without much thought.

His older sister went into her room to see those who were testing.

Maybe for a while I could lay comfortably in front of the TV without worrying about being taken away.

Coincidentally, the program had just started the second part after the interim advertisement.

[Survival stage where imagination becomes reality!]

[< Singer I made >! The ‘singer’ who will be on the fifth stage is now! It’s ready!]

[Waaaaaa!]

It was always quite fun to see a scene in which unpredictable characters of all kinds, from baseball players to triangular gimbap, appeared out of nowhere.

‘Now it’s time for dinosaurs to come out one more time!

The high school student smiled as he recalled the last winner, the red-eyed, short-legged dinosaur ‘Tyrannosauron’.

MC shouted lively.

[This singer~ appears!]

[His name is… … ]

Along with drum rolls dugudugu, spotlights came and went dizzily across the stage.

And tall figures began to form and appear on the stage.

A white veil covered her well-groomed body in a white ceremonial suit.

After that, the hologram of white butterflies flying around wrapped around the figure and disappeared. The moment the high school student was about to boo

, ‘Oh, I’m human again~’,

I saw beyond the close-up veil.

In the place where the face should have been, colorful flowers were placed like a bouquet.

“omg.”

[Welcome, ‘Groom of May’~]

Cheers and applause sounded from the screen as if artificially inserted.