Debut or Die - Chapter 188

If you can’t debut, you’ll get a fatal disease Episode 188

‘You drink too much’.

I looked at Bae Se-jin with absurd eyes.

“I drank a can.”

I never drank enough to get drunk when I was alone.

I’m not an idiot, and I have a schedule every day, so there’s no way I’m drinking too much. Moreover, tomorrow is the last concert day in Seoul.

However, Bae Se-jin replied with a nervous face.

“… Drinking while bathing is dangerous. And not just today, you drink too often.”

“I drank it once today to cheer myself up, but I don’t normally drink like this. I don’t drink that often… .”

“No, because I drink often!”

Bae Se-jin screamed out loud. Then, in surprise, he glanced at the other room.

‘What are you doing?’

As I looked at him with confused eyes, Sejin Bae continued talking with his voice slightly lowered.

“You drank a few days ago. I drank it last week too.”

“It was just one can then.”

“Quantity is not important. … Why did you drink then?”

“Something to relieve stress… … .”

Bae Se-jin clenched her hand.

“therefore… It’s like you drink once every three or three days to relieve your stress!”

“… … !”

“You’ve been doing that lately.”

Bae Se-jin lowered his gaze.

“… Ever since I came back to America.”

“… … .”

It feels like being stabbed in the back.

“I saw her too often while sharing a room.”

Listening to Bae Se-jin’s testimony, I ran the calculations in my head.

‘I… They say they drink it once every four or three days.’

right.

Bae Se-jin was right. twice a week. Almost once every three days.

There are more days when I don’t drink than days when I drink, and I drank right away without thinking about it, so I couldn’t feel it.

So, I drink it like a habit every time to relieve stress.

“I did some calculations, but it seems like your frequency decreased a bit when you were receiving counseling. however… After getting hurt on that vacation, I drink again often.”

“… … .”

“And you seem offended when someone touches you and you like it when someone gives you a drink… … It seems too dependent to me.”

Dependence.

Come to think of it, isn’t it too natural to drink beer during breaks whenever something hard happens?

‘It’s worse than before entering Park Moon-dae’s body.’

Can not help it.

‘It’s good value for money.’

Even considering all the time, effort, and money, you have no choice but to know instinctively that there is no method as convenient as this.

“You can try to relieve stress in a different way. That Seon Ah-hyun also embroidered… … .”

I answered after looking at the empty can in my hand.

“… … that’s right.”

“… … !”

“I will be careful.”

“Yes!”

Bae Se-jin seemed a bit surprised, but immediately replied vigorously.

‘… You got help.’

Suddenly, I looked at Bae Se-jin.

“Thank you for caring me.”

“How can I know these things sooner… … .”

Perhaps the problems at home have had an impact. I nodded.

“Then I’ll drop this and go to bed. I won’t drink any more, so don’t worry.”

“okay. sleep soon It’s still too late Um uh, I have to do well at the concert tomorrow.”

“sure.”

I threw the can in the kitchen trash can.

Then I went back to my room and lay down on the bed.

Cha Yoo-jin next to me was already lying upside down on the bed, completely asleep. I feel like falling asleep while eating popcorn.

‘New hobby… … .’

To think I should even develop a hobby to relieve stress.

Still, it seemed that I could make a choice regardless of money. Because the savings are large.

‘Should I buy some expensive food?’

Looking at the empty popcorn bag on Cha Yu-jin’s bed, I reflexively think of that first.

‘If you adjust the amount, it might be better that way…’ … .’

I think I fell asleep after briefly thinking about whether I should eat Korean beef.

and the next day.

Before going out early in the morning to prepare for the concert, I noticed a change in the refrigerator that I inadvertently opened.

The beer is completely gone.

Of course, there is only one person who can be suspected of being the culprit.

“… … .”

Bae Se-jin, who was sneaking into the kitchen, avoided my gaze and shouted rather brazenly.

“What! He said he doesn’t drink.”

It did.

‘I must have had symptoms of real dependence.’

I got a little pissed at the moment.

I shrugged my shoulders, packed the sparkling water as scheduled, and closed the refrigerator.

“That doesn’t taste good!”

Ignoring Cha Yu-jin, who strongly recommended that I drink Coke, I drank soda water.

The thoughts of last night came back to me.

‘It’s a hobby… … .’

You must have made something special like that.

oh i don’t know Let’s finish the concert properly for now.

* * *

“Thank you!”

“love you! i love you!”

“Please go in carefully! See you again!”

Since it was the last concert in Seoul, the exit comment was long, as if everyone was soaked in sentimentality.

“SEE YA~”

Except for the fact that Cha Yu-jin reached out her hand outside the closing screen and shook it, she almost got caught, but it was still a satisfactory ending.

“you idiot! You’ll get hurt doing that!”

“I am not stupid! I have Passion.”

You’re full of stamina. Soon, I will hear a few words from Liu Cheng-wu, who is equally full of stamina.

I drank water and wiped my face and neck with a towel. I could hear people immersed in the afterglow breathing and talking here and there.

“Mundae, you have a phone too!”

“uh.”

You can just go to the waiting room and receive it, but today they don’t hesitate to hand it out.

I nodded my head to the big Sejin who handed out the smartphones from the hands of the staff.

Eventually, as the cheers from above subsided and announcements began to appear, the real guys started to move from the backstage.

“Ah, didn’t it feel more fitting today? No, of course, I liked all the concerts, but was it because it was the last?”

“haha. Things like that happen, too. I liked it too.”

“I really… It was great!”

“I thought I would like to sing one more song if it weren’t for the overtime work of the people involved and the noise at night.”

I didn’t feel like refuting what I was hearing as I walked down the aisle.

‘It was fun.’

There was no accident or embarrassing situation, and it was a performance that went back and forth.

It must be said that the best assumptions were made as they were.

Even the impromptu performance during the talk was like that. With a bit of luck and coincidence, a funny thing happened.

‘I thought everyone would be penalized.’

Thanks to that, there was no stage for the winners, so we did one more encore.

Looking at it, it seems like the fans are conspiring with each other to make them openly punished, but they must be very proud of it.

“How was Mundaemundae?”

“It was good.”

“Oh, hey, I shed tears like chicken poop today… Kek”

He is good at keeping things out of the way, but only taking out words every time.

As I walked past Sejin, who was wearing a towel over his face, the manager approached me from the other side of the hallway.

“That hmm hmm bitch!”

“… ? yes.”

“Can I talk to you for a minute? Not for long!”

“Ah yes.”

Well, it’s probably about the company.

I forgot about it for a while because I was busy thinking about drinking and concerts, but right now the company is in an emergency because of the ‘Azusa Season 4 Testa Concert Appearance’.

It may be that it is gradually being added to the Wiki as a ‘Controversy and Accident’ item.

‘But I don’t know why he picked me up.’

Well, because of the industrial espionage case, you might have misunderstood that I was the type to listen to this and that.

I shrugged, bowed to the others, and followed the manager.

The manager went to the parking lot for officials with limited access and offered me a cup of iced americano.

“Well, would you like to have a drink first?”

“I see.”

I waited for a while for the manager to get to the point while contemplating the utility of my drinking hobby.

However, this guy won’t open his mouth until the whole cup of Americano is gone and only ice remains.

“… … ?”

Looking at the manager who just stood awkwardly and pretended to be looking at his smartphone for no reason, I eventually opened my mouth first.

“What is it, brother?”

“… ah um Moondae. Aren’t you worried these days?”

What are you talking about out of the blue?

‘Since when did the company care about that?’

I replied hesitantly.

“There is nothing special. why?”

“No~ Ummm ah counseling! Do you have any plans to do something like counseling again?”

“… … .”

I frowned and then smiled.

“why. Do the members say they need me?”

“… ! Uh, it’s not like that~ You look tough these days!”

not really

‘Looking at your attitude, someone stabbed you.’

I shook my head.

“are you okay. Consultation is hard to get once you start the tour anyway.”

“Um, that’s right. that… um yeah But if you need it, just tell me!”

“yes.”

“… … .”

“… … .”

Hopefully this is the end

“Do you have anything more to say?”

“hmm… yes yes! Shall we go in now? Keep fighting in the future!”

“yes.”

I’ll see all the stars.

I looked at him with a bit of doubt, but I picked it up right away.

‘It’s not even a day or two that the company is fooling around.’

I want to at least pretend to wear cotton because I heard someone say it.

I touched my smartphone as I returned to the waiting room with the manager who hadn’t said anything.

‘Isn’t it good to post at least one impression?’

As I walked, I immediately turned on the camera app on the screen. And turned to selfie mode.

‘I’m going to take some pictures with this now.’

Of course, it’s not that he doesn’t have enough skills to shake his focus.

Align the ruler.

click. A suitable picture was saved with a small sound.

‘It’s okay.’

let’s put this up I nodded my head and started writing.

————=

Hello, I really enjoyed the Love Viewer

concert. To the extent that I don’t know how the three days passed

————=

‘Ah, I forgot the introduction.’

There was something that bothered me when I added ‘I’m a literary college’ in front of it instead of writing it down.

‘Hmm, it’d be better to have a group shot than to post it alone.’

Since it’s a concert, that part will be more relevant to me. It can also prevent useless comparisons between members or sarcastic bullshit.

‘Let’s take a picture as soon as we enter the waiting room.’

The door to the waiting room was right in front of me.

As usual, I knocked and opened the door.

… Suddenly, glitter flickers in front of your eyes and blocks your vision.

Puffup! Pupperpuppung!!

Similar to the pollen we saw on stage until now… event firecrackers

“… ??”

When I came to my senses, I was covered with some kind of shiny thread.

At the moment when I was dumbfounded and speechless, people wearing cones of all kinds of colors suddenly appeared in front of me.

And in the hands of the two guys in the front… I heard the cake.

It was covered in a mess of chocolate or dark brown dog decoray.

The phrase… ‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY’.

“happy birthday!”

“happy birthday!”

“… !!”

birthday?

I suddenly calculated the date in my head… … I was startled.

December 8th.

It’s my birthday.

therefore… It’s not Park Moon-dae’s birthday, it’s my birthday.

The day Ryu Gun-woo was born.

“How did you know… .”

I don’t even know what I’m talking about now. I was about to say something nonsensical, but I quickly stopped talking.

But the head still won’t turn.

What kind of situation is this?

“haha!”

As if my appearance was funny, Sejin exploded and slapped me on the shoulder.

“Hey, did you forget? It’s your birthday next week!”

“Then he said we were on a plane… I thought it would be nice to celebrate on the same day… !”

“… … .”

Oh yes.

‘yes. I have no way to know.’

I break out in a cold sweat. I understand a little bit now.

… Still, I don’t know how I chose this day.

Like an impromptu stage where everyone was punished together… Was it a combination of coincidence and luck?

“okay. And it’s also the last day of the concert!”

Liu Qingyu added with a smile.

“Mundae likes concerts so much.”

“… … .”

“We prepared hard! birthday cake! It was made by me and Kim Rae-bin!”

“Cha Yoo-jin has no skills. Strictly speaking, it is no different than what I did.”

“no! I am good at drawing!”

The two youngest guys are working hard to claim the cake decorating ball.

Big Sejin smiled.

“Anyway, he seems really surprised, doesn’t he? Surprise great success!”

“Success… !”

‘oh my god.’

When the manager, who had slipped to the side and was looking at me with a happy face, came into my eyes, I immediately understood what he was doing.

“Then you kept saying nonsense… … .”

“Hey, these guys are asking for some time~ What can I do! Hyung just said what he was told to come. Moondae!”

“… … .”

The manager showed his smartphone.

On the screen, there was a group message room filled with voices such as ‘Let’s talk about counseling’ and ‘We need to wait a little longer’.

For reference, the name of the room is < Tibetan Mundae Surprise Birthday Party >.

Even if you don’t see who’s naming sense, you can tell.

Seeing Sejin, who was giggling, he reduced his laughter and spoke seriously.

“Anyway, happy birthday!”

“Happy birthday bro~”

and a messy happy birthday song in English and Korean filled the waiting room.

The staff at the table were also singing along with a smirk.

“… … .”

The feeling was really strange.

‘… no.’

it was good.

yes this is good