Debut or Die - Chapter 189
If you can’t debut, you’ll get a fatal disease Episode 189 The
birthday celebration lasted longer than expected.
Honestly, I thought it would end after singing, but in the waiting room, they ate all the cakes.
“Does the cake fit your mouth?”
“uh. It’s neat.”
“It seems that the selection of strawberry whipped cream cake through voting was a beneficial choice. Strawberries are in season, so they are plump.”
This is because related conversations continued until they got rid of all the large pieces they received for their birthday.
There wasn’t even a camera. just… It really means that I did this without content intention.
“… … .”
In the end, I had no choice but to say this with the cake board in front of which Cha Yu-jin had scraped off the remaining cream.
“Thank you. It’s good.”
“… … !”
“Ah~ Mundae hyung, tears are shed! What in the world is Tibet Mundae?”
“Because the cake is delicious!”
“Congratulations, Mr. Moondae~”
From the guy pretending to cry, to the staff clapping their hands as they finish packing their last belongings, all sorts of reactions come back.
‘what the.’
I chuckled.
Then I picked up my smartphone and opened the camera app.
“picture? It’s good!”
“Oh, it would have been better if I had taken the picture before eating the cake.”
“Here I am!”
I put on an empty cake plate and took several group selfies with the six in a row.
“Guys, we have to move now!”
“yes!”
Then, at the urging of the manager, I moved to the car and completed the writing I had just written.
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Hello Lover, I
really enjoyed the Testa (dog emoji) concert.
I was so happy that I didn’t know how the three days had passed. thank you
I just got a surprise birthday celebration, so I’m posting it because I want to share it.
I hope you had the best night in the world.
♡ (dog emoji) ♡
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After uploading my personal photo and the group photo I just took at the bottom, I feel relieved. did.
The reaction came back in an instant.
-Crazy Park Moondae is here
-ㅠㅠㅠMundae, happy birthday, what’s going
on? Stop bullying lovebirds!
– I love you, Mundae-ya. The concert was so good. I wish you a healthy and happy tour.
– I also wanted to wish Moondae a happy birthday
.
Favor was also felt in foreign languages and emoticons.
“… … .”
There were more things to read in the comments, probably because there was a time directly shared just before. I continued to refresh slowly, looking at them.
Occasionally, the sound of a dog ran, but it did not catch my eye.
However, comments that are not bullshit, but that bother you, are bound to come out.
-As expected, Moon University is fast too haha
‘… Mundae is also ‘fast’?
Somehow the nuance is strange.
I clicked back on my post to go back to the first page of Testa’s social media accounts.
And I saw the post that floated under my post.
“… … !”
Long texts beginning with “I love you Lover” were already uploaded in several bundles.
A whopping 20 minutes ago.
In addition, for each post, he attached a single photo of himself and a behind-the-scenes group shot taken at the last concert.
… It’s a big sejin
He glanced at my smartphone screen with a thin face.
“Ah~ Did you post the door?”
“… … !”
Also this kid… not an ordinary guy
‘Isn’t it possible that the surprise birthday party was a trick for this guy to be a player?’
Even though it couldn’t be, I even briefly doubted it while moving to the place for the after party.
* * *
“My~ friend~ is really, really cute!”
“Hahaha!”
While Cha Yoo-jin sang the nursery rhyme, the other members woke up.
This is the scene just an hour after the back party started.
The staff just went home with only a few people left, including the manager. Perhaps he was somewhat conscious of the hideous company atmosphere.
And the rest of them… … .
‘I’m a bit drunk.’
It’s easier to be a little drunk among drunk people, but I’m in a situation where that’s impossible.
It’s because the one in my hand is non-alcoholic champagne.
* * *
“You you! no!”
didn’t say anything I looked at Bae Se-jin, who was clearing bottles around me like a ghost, in silence.
By the way, the bottle is already empty.
“… I’m sleepy.”
It looks like it. Cut the bottle and stay strong.
‘Suddenly, the words are losing context.’
I looked around at the atmosphere, not excessively drunk, then shook my head and stood up.
“uh? Where are you going?”
“Toilet.”
Actually, it’s not the bathroom, it’s just going out to get some fresh air, but it doesn’t matter.
I rented the entire restaurant with a terrace included in the option, so it was comfortable because I didn’t have to worry about other people’s eyes.
‘Still, if I just show my face, I’m sure there will be some cubs waiting nearby to take pictures.’
Does not matter. ‘Cause I’ll just sit quietly
I came out to the terrace and escaped the space filled with singing and laughing for a while.
widely.
As soon as I closed the door, the cold winter air hit my cheek, but it wasn’t too cold because there was a camping stove nearby.
‘It’s an expensive house.’
I just sat and quietly looked at the night sky.
“… … hmm.”
Like all the night skies in Seoul, there were hardly any stars to be seen, but that rather calmed my mind.
Filling the void of gratitude and joy… … .
drooling.
“Are you that dumb?”
“… Seon Ah-hyun.”
why is he here
Seon Ah-hyun poked her head through the open door saying that it had been closed for some time.
“I can go out too… ?”
“I guess so.”
In the first place, I didn’t charter it alone.
“Yes!”
In any case, Seon Ah-hyun probably understood this as permission, and quickly came out the door.
widely.
The door closed again and the terrace became quiet.
Seon Ah-hyun quietly sat down not too close.
“… … .”
There is something oddly reminiscent of it.
Wasn’t this the exact composition when I received hot chocolate from Sun Ah-hyun?
I inadvertently opened my mouth.
“Did you come out to get some fresh air?”
“What about me?”
“huh.”
“that… There is that too. Well, there’s something I want to ask… .”
“To me?”
“Yes.”
Seon Ah-hyun hesitated for a moment as he touched his knee, then abruptly continued.
It was an unexpected question.
“excuse me… Moon Dae-ho, by any chance. I won’t be an idol after 5 years… ?”
“what?”
The words I heard from Sejin when I gave up on the stage setting a while ago came out of Seonahyeon’s mouth again.
However, the nuance was slightly different.
… It sounded like Seon Ah-hyun was genuinely concerned about that.
“You did that to me before.”
Sun Ah-hyun lowered her head slightly.
“It can be dangerous, so don’t overdo it on stage. healthily… It is better to do it for a long time.”
“… … !”
“That’s when I did an impromptu backflip on the year-end stage last year!”
Seon Ah-hyun even explained the situation at the time in detail, probably thinking that I couldn’t remember.
There was no need for that. I remember well.
‘I did.’
I gave this advice because I thought, ‘When I feel pressured, I tend to overdo it in a self-destructive way.
And since then, Seon Ah-hyun has never been particularly stubborn.
… okay.
Maybe I did.
“But the door is… You’re overdoing it. It hasn’t healed yet, but I’m just using a wire… … .”
Once you realize your alcohol dependence, you come to accept this too.
I thought it was a criticism, but I couldn’t.
“I thought it was good to stay healthy for a long time… I was wondering if I didn’t intend to stay open for a long time… .”
“… … .”
It seems that Seon Ah-hyun pointed out the truth surprisingly sharply.
How do we put this contradiction together?
‘At that time, I said that because it was impromptu and seemed more dangerous’ ‘My performance did not have such a high risk of injury’ ‘I thought it was already better’… .
Various answers passed through my head.
And maybe it was things that Seon Ah-hyun could roughly understand.
But in the end, the answer that came with a sigh was this.
“… I do not know.”
A sigh spread white in the air.
“I feel like I want to, but I don’t know if I can do it by then… .”
“Why why?”
It’s going to be hard to give a concrete answer to this.
I lumped the situation together.
“Because I don’t know what will happen. You never know what will happen. When I saw the board running… I think this is a difficult thing to do in the long run.”
“… … .”
Seon Ah-hyun was silent for a moment, but soon raised her head.
“Sah, actually, I don’t know if I can do it for a long time… think.”
“okay.”
“But that is… Doesn’t that mean you can do it?”
“… … !”
“Ooh, because we safely spent 5 years… You can still do it together. That’s how it turned out, but if you’re overdoing it right now, you shouldn’t be having a hard time… .”
“… … .”
“That’s why, if we think of staying healthy for a long time… can’t it?”
It feels like getting hit in the head.
over there… It seems like a more reasonable idea.
‘… Of course, I should have acted with the person in this body in mind as well.’
May end means it may not end.
Then, of course, shouldn’t we have made a long-term plan in case it doesn’t end?
‘It’s not even a field with a clear future in the first place.’
I must have been immersed in useless thoughts on the board where I could retire even tomorrow.
It was only then that the irrationality of my attitude surfaced. Isn’t it a foolish thing to do away with retirement plans just because there is an epidemic?
‘The classification is perfect.’
The mind becomes clear.
If I live in this body even after all the status abnormalities are over, I’m sure I’ll be cursing at myself in the past, who didn’t make long-term plans, to the extent that my dream of longevity and disease-free life will come true.
I finally laughed out.
“Why not? It doesn’t.”
“… ! That’s right!”
“okay.”
Sun Ah-hyun smiled. I looked up and looked at the night sky again.
‘Five years later… … .’
Then, should we plan a route with the issue of contract renewal in mind?
thump!
“wow! cold!!”
“Eugene, you are short-sleeved now!”
“Hey, Mundaemundae is here! Did you run away after going to the bathroom?? I’m really sad~”
“… … .”
The blueprint, which he tried to draw for a while, was soon smashed by Cha Yoo-jin and other drunken people who broke into the terrace, but it was not without success.
This is because the variable of the long-term plan was revealed the very next day.
* * *
“There was a picture taken of you making a fuss on the terrace of that restaurant. Guys, my brother told me to be careful!”
“Huh!”
“But everyone says they are cute. I talked with the company, so the content of the article is good!”
“Whew.”
After hearing the first news that made me nervous through the intro to the manager, the situation inside the company that leaked out was important.
“Still, it’s fortunate that the company got better and responded quickly. Let’s be more careful from now on!”
“yes!”
I did read the statement I posted this morning.
The head of the headquarters paid for it in his own name.
‘It was almost a declaration of surrender.’
To put it mildly, this is it.
-We really made a mistake about evaporating 30 seats. But since Tnet is a gangster, we couldn’t help it either ㅠㅠ Hurry up and curse at them. From now on, we won’t talk nonsense and we’ll work hard on testa care.
In this context, it seems that the fact that the fans were thoroughly set up as customers worked rather than useless emotional sales.
‘I guess I could have caught my breath.’
However, the manager’s words did not end here.
“There is a rumor that there is not enough manpower right now, but there is a saying that if girls come in, they will hire them there… Ah guys, but hyung wants to continue as our testa manager!”
‘oh.’
This… The composition was a little fun.