Debut or Die - Chapter 475
, you’ll get
a fatal disease Episode 475 .
I can’t work with Cha Yoo-jin now.
Whether it’s a personal schedule, a short event, or a barely scheduled group reality variety show.
“I can’t help it.”
“Mmm.”
… But is it really okay if I end up persuading you with just one 10-minute attempt on the veranda?
I’m comfortable because I talk fast, but anyway, a month’s schedule was set based on this.
“Ey, what if Mundae doesn’t work?”
“okay.”
“… … .”
If so.
“Then, let’s talk about health problems around next week and Eugene skips the schedule altogether.”
“Nep. And if the reality show is delayed a bit, only Yujin, who came back later, will be filmed separately and put in the amount… .”
“okay. Regarding this, I’ll start by talking to the PD right away tomorrow morning.”
Now that we have a stake in the company, it’s a little less unfair if we take care of all the details.
Anyway, after quickly sorting out the situation.
I briefly talked to Bae Se-jin, who was carrying the script.
I want to do this.
“brother.”
“Why why?”
“Shall we change our room?”
“… what?”
“I think my brother is the type to be uncomfortable with strangers. You have a lot of schedule these days, so it’s better to be comfortable in your room.”
… It’s half true, but in fact, Steer Cha Yu-jin is uncomfortable with you, so the room looks very bad.
However, Bae Se-jin, who thought he would be happy with it, rather snorted.
“it’s okay. I’m not that sensitive.”
“… … .”
Self-objectification… what happened
‘Because I’m so busy with filming, I almost sleep.’
There was a very high probability that both of them would spend their time quietly doing their own thing with their mouths shut.
Rather than constantly recommending here and causing conflicts and other variables… Better in terms of possibilities.
‘As long as it doesn’t cause stomach problems, it doesn’t matter.’
“yes.”
I decided to wait and see. Just in case, I decided to leave the door open.
However, what I did not consider is that Bae Se-jin was more confident and motivated than I thought in the role of the eldest brother.
So, two days later, in the middle of the night, when someone shouted from that room.
“… !!”
‘X feet.’
“… Moondae just now”
“Yes.”
I reflexively jumped out and guessed.
‘Probability exploded damn.’
Steer Cha Yoo-jin must have gone mad or had been mistaken for sleep!
‘He said he knew he was someone else, so he couldn’t have kept his mouth shut… .’
But when the members poured out and looked into the room.
“Don’t talk like that!”
Yelling is… Bae Se-jin was screaming at Cha Yu-jin.
‘… ?’
“What’s going on?”
What is it really?
* * *
A few days ago.
‘after.’
Bae Se-jin took a short deep breath and stood in front of his room.
Earlier, I confidently told Park Moon-dae, “It’s okay,” but… Actually, I was a bit nervous.
It’s still hard to live in the same space as someone you’re not close to.
It was the same with Cha Yoo-jin, who changed like a different person. that’s weird right
‘still… I’ve grown too.’
I was no longer a child who would jump up from his seat because it was uncomfortable or try to avoid it.
He was able to face the situation!
And it’s already been well over a year since I’ve been roommates with Cha Yoo-jin. In any case, it was the same body, so I guessed that I would be able to endure it with inertia.
‘… good.’
He vigorously opened the door.
thud.
“… … .”
But Cha Yu-jin did not look back.
No, I don’t even give a glance. I was just lying on the bed, throwing and catching footballs.
‘Ugh.’
Bae Se-jin unilaterally nodded his head at Cha Yu-jin (I immediately regretted why he had to do this) and then lay down on his own bed.
‘after… … .’
And I read the script, but I was confused.
I don’t know if I’m sarcastically hurt by this situation, upset, or a sense of duty.
but… Apart from emotions, I was inevitably a little curious.
‘I am… How was he living?’
The person who went through < Azusa > without the ‘Park Moon-dae’ that Cha Yu-jin experienced.
speculation was possible.
Considering that Cha Yoo-jin’s attitude wasn’t that friendly, he probably wouldn’t have debuted.
And since he only showed uncooperative appearances throughout < Azusa >, he might remember himself only as a first impression of that time.
No, it was highly likely.
‘Anyway, you must have gained recognition, so I wonder if you’re acting… .’
However, I don’t think I would have been doing very well if the ‘Dream K’ agency was the same.
“… … .”
I know it’s a useless idea. It’s not something you’re experiencing right now anyway.
‘In the first place, it’s just a guess… .’
It’s just speculation that consumes your mind. However, digging deep into thoughts in this way was also a characteristic of Bae Se-jin.
‘… Let’s hang up!’
But now I’ve learned to challenge myself!
He took another deep breath and stopped thinking about it.
Instead, I read the script once and went to bed.
And after managing my nervousness well and diligently digesting my schedule, I moved again at the same time the next night.
Because I prepared a secret weapon.
“… Want some?”
Bae Se-jin took out an envelope of recycled paper from the box on the bedside and handed it to Cha Yu-jin.
It was Bae Se-jin’s snack that Cha Yu-jin always liked the most.
Homemade Candy!
My mother buys it every time from an acquaintance’s handmade candy store and sends it to me, and she says that it tastes like ‘hometown’, and she is so craving for it… .
“Oh Nope.”
“… … .”
I coveted… but
-Hyung buy a lot of these! I like it.
-… I’ll tell my mom.
-Oh!!
‘… You ate brownies!’
Bae Se-jin suddenly missed his loud and talkative roommate endlessly… .
So, holding back the feeling of almost crying, I continued with my next words.
“So much. Well, and there are snacks and hobbies you keep under your bed. If you’re bored… Find it and write it.”
“all right.”
words were affirmed.
However, the current Cha Yoo-jin on the bed did not move. It means you didn’t even pretend to look for it.
It’s a roundabout ignorance.
“… … .”
Until now, in fact, there were things that Bae Se-jin was not sure about because he had been interacting as a group so hectic.
However, after having a one-on-one conversation like this, the delicate Bae Se-jin noticed right away.
‘… What is he?’
contempt.
An attitude that seems to look down on hostility.
Bae Se-jin, who was accustomed to such things and reacted sensitively, recognized Steer’s Cha Yoo-jin’s very subtle non-verbal expression at once.
Even if he didn’t bother to show off, he was sensitive and could read it.
“… … .”
Bae Se-jin was not angry.
Instead, I turned my head to the script, but my heart skipped a beat.
‘what?’
why me… Is that your attitude? Maybe in the past I couldn’t debut in < Azusa >… Have I become an absurdly pathetic person?
If you look at it, it’s only poisonous to me… .
‘Let’s stop that.’
It was like a sense of loss. And I didn’t want to be the one who was swayed by the attitude of just one person anymore!
Bae Se-jin tried to move his gaze back to the script while clearing his mind.
It was then.
“Are you close with me here?”
“… !”
Cha Yoo-jin… spoke up
Of course, it wasn’t a very friendly fight. A thoughtless statement that was almost like talking to oneself. Even though it seemed like it was close to being absurd.
Bae Se-jin answered sincerely.
“Because we are in the same group… Keuhum And we share a room together.”
“Umm, isn’t this the new dorm?”
It must have been roommates in a new place, so at most, they only spent a few days together.
However, Bae Se-jin shook his head.
“We just moved, but we were roommates for over a year, just like before. First of all, I am using the same roommates as in the previous dorm.”
“… … .”
Cha Yoo-jin kept her mouth shut, but something flashed in Bae Se-jin’s head.
‘uh?’
It was the content of the next conversation. It seemed like it was being organized as a typewriter in my head, as if it were put together like a script.
‘then… .’
Wait, is this an opportunity?
“Well, that will change soon.”
Sejin Bae swallowed and actively opened his mouth once more.
“I think I will probably change my roommates as we go into reality filming.”
A short gaze came, as if asking, ‘So?’
Bae Se-jin spoke as softly as possible, copying Ryu Cheong-wu’s speech as if he were acting.
“So, if there is a room I want to use, I was wondering if you could participate in the shoot.”
“… … .”
“When shooting so that you can use the room you want as much as possible… .”
“I don’t care. Whichever room you share, whoever you share it with.”
Why is this kid so good at Korean? !
Bae Se-jin wanted to close his eyes tightly, but the story he wanted to tell anyway was in the next story.
“… okay. however! It’s uncomfortable. Then you have to stay in a place other than the dorm while filming. Other than that, it won’t go well.”
Because Cha Yu-jin will be called sick externally, she will have to stay in a hospital or hotel.
‘It would be very frustrating, but if that’s the case, even if you talk about a leg injury and miss the stage, it’s better to come out at least one group reality… .’
Bae Se-jin was about to try to explain what he was going to say in his head as calmly as possible, wondering if it would be better for this Cha Yu-jin.
Laughter was heard.
It was a laugh.
“Why am I?”
… what?
“It’s okay to leave the dorm.”
Cha Yoo-jin looked at Bae Se-jin without much expression, as if asking when he had laughed.
“But where you live then is in my mind. It’s my body and I do what I want. OK?”
“… … .”
Bae Se-jin did not answer for a moment.
It wasn’t because I didn’t have anything to say.
‘This… .’
So far, Bae Se-jin has tried to understand Cha Yu-jin’s point of view as much as possible.
How confusing and difficult it must be to live without anyone in the same situation as you suddenly find yourself in an unfamiliar environment with different memories.
When I think of myself in < Azusa >, Lee Cha Yoo-jin was a nobleman.
I really thought so.
‘But’
Even so, declaring that you will do whatever you want without any hesitation that might be a huge inconvenience to ‘Testa Yoojin Cha’, who originally used that body… .
‘That’s violence.’
It was not natural for me to steal other people’s clothes just because I was cold.
That was egoism, not individualism.
he thought so So
“No.”
Bae Se-jin was serious.
“What are you talking about?”
* * *
Dawn.
Bae Se-jin’s voice echoed through the room.
“I understand that you are confused and difficult. however… That doesn’t mean you can do everything you want.”
“… … .”
“I’m saying this because I apologized for similarly expressing my stress to others.”
“That brother.”
Big Sejin interjected in a cautious voice.
“What did Eugene say? hmm… .”
“… When filming a reality show, he said he would fall for it. Then I have to get out of the dorm for a while… .”
Bae Se-jin clenched his fists.
“Then I will go around on my own.”
“… !”
“And he says he’ll do whatever he wants for the next month!”
oh shit
I looked back at Steer Cha Yu-jin. The guy was still looking at Bae Se-jin. It feels like we’ve had a few fights here as well.
Once confirmed… . No, it seems like you’re trying to cover up what’s wrong, so I’m going to raise my job.
Try a good suture first.
I deliberately did not sympathize with Bae Se-jin’s anger and calmly told Cha Yu-jin.
“We put ‘health reasons’ as an excuse for not participating in Cha Eugene’s activities. That’s the best reason.”
“… … .”
Even Cha Yoo-jin, who has been active as an idol, will admit that.
“So, if it’s okay, I hope you show a side that fits that reason to some extent.”
[Tell me whatever you want.]
Cha Yu-jin answered in a low voice.
[Because I will too.]
Fuck.
This kid was pissed off too.
‘Is this over the line?’
I’m sure there’s a solution, but I’m starting to struggle not to come up with extreme measures.
It was then.
[We want you… I didn’t drag you into this situation. We are just a few of you caught up in this situation.]
Calm English was heard.
This is Seon Ah-hyun.
The guy chose his vocabulary quite carefully.
[I think we did our best to do the consideration we could. If there was something lacking, are you willing to make up for it through communication?]
“… … .”
Cha Yu-jin was silent.
Then he let out a low sigh.
“Your consideration has a purpose. It’s not caring, it’s controlling. Control.”
what?
[Simply put, ‘When our Cha Yoo-jin returns, please don’t do anything that will hinder his career.’]
“… !”
[All my nerves are focused there. I’m not blaming you. But you can’t blame me either. therefore… .]
Steer Cha Yoo-jin moved his neck.
[Testa? I’m sorry, but it’s none of my business.]
And the next moment.
“… !!”
He started through the room and into the hallway.
“Wait”
“What is he doing?”
Everyone reacted half a beat slowly to the overly sudden situation.
Of course, it was also a problem that Ryu Cheng-wu was standing on the outskirts, and above all, he was unfamiliar with him, so he couldn’t move suddenly.
‘shit.’
I immediately tried to forcibly lock the front door with a pad, but he opened the door first.
And in an instant, I got on the elevator and pressed the close button.
“hey!”
That means
‘… I called the elevator in advance.’
this bastard… Were you planning on leaving sooner?
It was when I looked back at the front door and gritted my teeth.
“Cha Yoo-jin!”
“… … .”
The closed elevator did not open, but Kim Rae-bin asked.
“Where are you going?”
I could see the mouth moving.
‘I don’t know.’
And the elevator went down.
Steer Cha Yoo-jin left the dorm like that.