Debut or Die - Chapter 95

If I can’t debut, I’ll get sick to death Episode 095

I organized Sun Ah-hyun’s difficult explanation.

“therefore… I turned it on to say hello, but suddenly got scared and turned it off.”

“… Ugh yes.”

“Um.”

Seon Ah-hyun bowed her head as if she were a criminal. Sitting on the floor in front of the door and doing this is kind of funny.

“What were you afraid of?”

“Four people… I think you’ll hate it.”

“I wouldn’t see it if I didn’t like it.”

“… I cursed you.”

“Hmm, did you see it in the real-time comments?”

Sun Ah-hyun shook her head.

‘Looks like another crazy bastard went in as soon as the alarm came in and started talking bullshit.’

I don’t know why there are so many people who want to hurt others by changing their lives.

‘It’s frustrating.’

Anyway, Sun Ah-hyun must have seen unreasonable swear words even when she appeared in Azusa.

I endured it well then, but it seems that the thing that exploded this time was probably the catalyst at the fan signing event.

‘It seems that the comments appearing in real time also had an impact.’

It seemed like he heard it right in front of his face.

I said rubbing my shoulders.

“Even if it’s not this job… You can’t meet only people who like you unconditionally. someone will hate you And there are guys who just enjoy swearing at others.”

“… … .”

“Of course I feel bad. It can be scary, but… If you are scared enough to quit, you might as well get some help.”

“… … !”

“Wouldn’t it be better to get counseling now? We are now in the final stages of our activities.”

“It’s okay.”

why are you so stubborn

I narrowed my eyes.

“I think you just don’t want to be consulted.”

“… It was of no use.”

Sun Ah-hyun closed her eyes.

“Yes, in the past… I fixed this stutter… … It’s all over again.”

“… … .”

“It’s useless.”

Sun Ah-hyun lowered her head.

“I have to continue to live like this… … .”

“… ?”

What kind of extreme nonsense is this?

“Just a little… Didn’t you meet a quack?”

“… ! Also quack… … .”

“And I didn’t mean that stuttering had to be fixed, it meant that worrying less would make it better.”

“… … .”

“If you don’t believe me, let’s call the other kids and vote.”

“… … ?!”

Fortunately, I surveyed the questionnaire with Sun Ah-hyun’s absent-minded consent to see if there was any trauma related to this.

First of all, Ryu Chung-woo.

“I can’t speak casually, but… Whatever it is, it’s good to keep trying to rehabilitate. Don’t give up until you’re done. Good idea.”

“… … yes yes.”

Next is Sejin Kim and Raebin Kim. I was reading the fan song comments in the living room.

“Hey, I need to see another doctor, of course. If you tell the company, they will probably introduce you to a famous doctor. There are a lot of people who have worked for other agencies.”

“I don’t think you can generalize from a single case you’ve experienced before. I think it will be reliable if we compare and analyze at least five of them.”

“Is that so… … .”

Cha Yoo-jin, who was in the kitchen, did not understand the word quack. After explaining the meaning, I asked again.

“Drop the quack! Meet the new doctor!”

“… … .”

Somehow, it was like a summary of the plot of a daily drama, but it was simple and clear.

finally… I asked Lee Se-jin, who was lying on the bed.

A surprisingly serious answer came back.

“… Every doctor is different. There are people who want to talk like this and get paid… There are good people.”

“yes yes.”

“If it doesn’t fit, it’s better to change it quickly. … … I haven’t taken it for too long.”

After hesitating, Lee Se-jin added a little.

“… do well.”

“-!! yes yes!”

It was an unexpected support shot.

Okay, this is the end of our investigation. I crossed my arms and asked again.

“how is it.”

Seon Ah-hyun groaned and pondered, as if her heart was quite moved this time.

Then he clenched his fists and said.

“… … then… I’ll tell you as soon as the filming activity is over.”

“Will you? okay.”

“… … Ughhh!”

“Send it to your parents like that.”

“Uh huh?!”

Then, when the schedule came up again, it was good to postpone it.

I sat and waited until Sun Ah-hyun contacted her parents and informed them of the counseling plan.

Seon Ah-hyun said it herself, so she eventually sent a text while sweating, and her parents quickly replied.

In this way, Seon Ah-hyun’s counseling schedule was successfully scheduled.

“good job.”

“Uh uh uh… … .”

What the hell is going on is a dumbfounded expression. I gave him a pat on the back and returned to my room.

And that evening, I received a sudden thank you call from Seon Ah-hyun’s parents.

Apparently, Seon Ah-hyun said that I persuaded her.

‘… Why?’

It was a bit embarrassing.

-thank you. we… Well, there are areas where I can’t do anything… … .

After hearing the sound of trimming the sound a few times as if my throat was a bit sore, I thanked again.

“no. I was just talking about it.”

– Even so.

… Afterwards, it seemed that she had heard several verbal abuses, saying that you would continue to live like that right after Sun Ah-hyun relapsed.

It must have been school, but I could bet my balance. Although there wasn’t much.

‘As expected, peer relationships were a problem… … .’

Anyway, I was polite and ended the phone call with Seon Ah-hyun’s parents.

I’m going through all sorts of things.

I threw my arms over the railing of the veranda where I came out to talk on the phone quietly and felt the summer breeze.

‘… … Tired and cool.’

The group life after a long time ended just like that.

* * *

The last music room was finished well without any major problems.

“Everyone likes shorts.”

“It was nice because it was easy to move around.”

I liked that it was cool too.

Keun Se-jin, who has a kneeling motion at the end, may have had a different idea.

————=

[Hello Lover.

I’m Moondae (dog emoticon)

This is today’s outfit. (Photo) (Photo)]

————=

After uploading the last group photo on social media, I really want the first activity to be over.

“You’re on vacation starting tomorrow.”

“Exciting~”

“I can go down after a long time.”

Liu Qingyu’s words made everyone excited.

Yes. The agency gave me a vacation as I said.

just four days

‘For those living in the provinces, it would be nice to go down and eat and rest.’

I still want something like this It seems that there are a lot of guys who don’t listen at all while preparing for music shows and prepare for the next album.

And as soon as the commercial shoot was finished that evening, the Testas who arrived at the dorm skipped meals and left home one by one with their luggage already prepared.

“Then I’ll see you all in a few days~”

“See you!”

“Let’s see you in good health.”

“Oh hi… … .”

Even in the midst of this, Seon Ah-hyun creaked and disappeared, as if she was very concerned about going to the consultation.

Took. Tiririk.

The front door was closed.

So I was left alone in the dorm.

‘… It’s honey.’

Thinking of spending four days quietly using this large place alone makes me feel exhausted.

I let out a long sigh of relief and lay down on the sofa.

‘First, lie down for a while, then get up and eat… I need to monitor the delay in detail… … .’

… I thought about it and fell asleep.

and that evening.

Waking up in the living room, I realized something was wrong.

My body didn’t move.

It was the symptoms I experienced after the first filming of < Azusa >.

It means that he suffered a terrible body ailment.

‘… I’m going to die.’

It got even worse. My brain seems to be ripening.

At first, I tried to do something, but I soon realized that it was not the case.

‘How hard is it to watch TV?’

With a heavy hand, I turned off the TV where the WiTube screen was flowing.

I was going to monitor the trailer for episode 1 of 〈Let’s Get Closer For Now〉 taken with Cheongryeo, but I don’t know what I saw. My head was throbbing with pain.

‘… Report the fever.’

[38.8°C] I’m

going

crazy.

I rummaged through the barrel where I found the thermometer and found painkillers. And once I chewed it.

I wrote dirty. But after a while the pain subsided a bit.

Then more productive thinking became possible.

‘… The manager also rests.’

It was not enough to contact the company at first. It’s just that the tension in the body is released and the problems accumulated from overwork have just exploded.

‘for now… Should I train myself during vacation?’

It’s the same as taking a break anyway, but taking a break because you’re sick wasn’t very enjoyable. I’m sorry, but I couldn’t help it.

‘Let’s make porridge in advance while we have energy.’

I cooked white porridge for public instant rice, drank a few drinks, and lay down on the bed.

And while I was still feeling the medicine, I started monitoring.

‘first of all… From stage reaction.’

The individual fancams of the comeback stage uploaded at the music night have already accumulated quite a number of views.

It seems that there was a subtle competition among individual fans.

[(MBomb fancam) Testa (TeSTAR) MoonDae Magical Boy/ 1.12 million]

‘… I got over a million views too.’

It was worthwhile to dance. I smiled faintly and clicked on the video.

-Now, go see our genius Gangerjwi who dances well… Let’s all hang out… ㅠㅠ

-Mundae, are you practicing while you sleep? ㅠㅠ I’m worried that you won’t sleep like Azusa did. You have to rest well and eat

well

. I heard… What kind of practice did you do?

It just moved by itself because we were all together. Because I don’t have basic skills.

‘Still, I feel good.’

It seems that this kind of taste is a work-life balance, a nabal, and a life ruined by work.

Hmm, there were quite a few comments in English, but I couldn’t read them because my head wasn’t working well. I just moved on to the next item.

I do this regularly, but… It’s a job that I haven’t been able to do much for the past few days because I have a lot of other things to do.

Let’s search for ‘Park Moondae’ on social media.

“… … .”

Like last time, videos and photo fan art poured in.

To be honest, I don’t really realize that so many people are interested in me.

But it was fun to look into each one. I slowly lowered the timeline to see what they were talking about.

Then I found some odd things.

————=

Moondae Park Testa Moondae Azusa

Moondae Park Please do blonde hair again You don’t look good with black hair, please blonde! Why did you dye your hair and then come back to black

?

… .”

The will that I wish I could search for it and see it came out strongly through the screen.

Beneath it, people who stopped me from doing this and people who were fighting were busy.

“I am.”

All the laughs came out. For the next album, I should at least get a vote and change my hair color.

“next… … .”

Did I just say it with my mouth?

I blinked and looked at the smartphone screen. It seemed a little hazy… … .

My head hurt. It seems that the medicine has run out of energy.

‘X feet.’

It’s really hard.

I fell into bed in a daze. I don’t know. You’ll feel better after you get some sleep… … .

The thought stopped there.

* * *

My body was heavy. It seems that I was pressed by scissors.

… A voice was heard.

“… basin? Hey! Park Moondae!!”

“… … !”

In an instant, my mind returned.