How to Live as an Illegal Healer - Chapter 245

245. Normal person

“{All I remember is…}”

The Black Beast spoke slowly.

I don’t know why, but somehow I’m stuck under the sofa.

“{I lost my consciousness as I was crushed by the garbage that fell from the ceiling, but when I opened my eyes again, this time I saw that a building was falling from the ceiling and there was a child under it.}” “{Then you rushed to save the child.}” “{That’s

right

. Then it was installed.}”

The story itself was nothing special.

I was just explaining what had happened earlier from the point of view of the omniscient black beast.

“{I don’t remember anything else besides that… It looks like there was another rampage.}” I

just couldn’t remember anything about the carnage and melee in the middle.

It’s as if only that part was cut out.

“{…it’s like this every day. When you wake up after dying in a fight, you’re in the middle of a mess, and I can’t remember anything, but I made that mess.}”

Sometimes everyone but myself is down, or other times, someone is being beaten to pieces. And sometimes I’m kicking people like soccer balls.

“{I stabbed a colleague once. He was a kind and good friend, but when I came to my senses, I saw that he was pierced by my hand…}”

All of this is something that the usual Kim Ho-jung would never have imagined.

“{It sounds like an excuse, but at that time I must have become a different person.}” “

{Listening to the explanation, it seems like a drunkard who is normally calm but becomes violent when he drinks.}” “

{I might be able to stop drinking…}”

Couch The sizzling voice of the black beast came from below.

“{I don’t even know why I got this ability in the first place… I just died like everyone else, I opened my eyes, and I was resurrected in a monster state like this.}” When I was first resurrected, I was very grateful that I was given a second chance

.

“{At that time, I thought it was a blessing.}”

However, when all of his colleagues died and only himself survived several times, he said that from then on, it felt like a curse rather than a blessing.

“{So I thought it would be okay to hang out with strong friends who could survive even if I died, right? But it wasn’t.}”

At first, I was relieved to have my colleagues by my side, but that was for a while. Kim Ho-jung soon realized that they were looking at him with a hard face.

-{I’m not like a monster.}

-{Now I’m just transforming, and after a while I’ll return to being a human…} -{

So don’t attack me!}

I desperately explained, but no one listened to me. In the end, Kim Ho-jung ran away from his colleagues who were trying to attack him.

“{At that time, I was so afraid of the eyes of my colleagues looking at me.}”

“….”

“{I thought I would rather go alone without my colleagues, but that was scary.}”

He was basically a person who liked to hang out with others, so he was alone Dani could not bear the loneliness.

“{It’s scary to walk around the dark forest alone, it’s scary to wander alone in the mountains where the rain pours down, and then it’s even more scary to meet monsters….}

” It was always the same.

Either die and survive alone, or run away from allies attacking you.

“{Actually, I know. A guy like me has to go alone for the rest of his life, but because of my greed…}”

Finally, a sound of crying was heard from under the sofa.

If this place were in the woods, I would have dug the ground again and put my head down.

“…”

Kang Seung-hyeon listened to the story in silence.

Since he was a person he recognized as a colleague, he knew that he needed to be encouraged and comforted in situations like this.

‘Are these just things I usually do?’

The problem was that I couldn’t understand Kim Ho-jung’s feelings right now.

Originally, Kang Seung-hyeon liked to go alone, so he never organized a party, and even if he did, he kept all the rewards to himself, so he enjoyed watching others look at him with a cold gaze, and he was a person who would beat anyone who quarreled with him to the point of being a piece of cake.

‘Bitter Eternal Resurrection…If you gave it to me, I would have shown you the truth.’

Rather, if it wasn’t for Kim Ho-jung, I would have thought, ‘Am I bragging right now?’

‘Well, it wouldn’t suit a person like Kim Ho-jung. He’s the kind of guy who throws himself at me because he doesn’t want to see others die.’

Even at the time when I had known Ho-Jung Kim for a month and now after 3 years, I can’t understand such a cowardly mind, but

‘Let’s comfort him in moderation.’

Kang Seung-hyeon was a person who was good at using other people’s minds, so he knew what to say.

“{When he was resurrected earlier, he ran rampant like a real beast.}” “{

Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh will))

the black beast’s cries should get louder.

“{So I gave him a slap to stop, and he rushed at me with foam at the mouth, so I fought to the death.}” “{

Huhuhhh!!}”

I couldn’t stop crying and started sobbing.

“{In the middle of the sparring, a new apostle appeared, so the two made a truce and beat him together.}” “{What

?}”

The black beast, who had been crying loudly, stuttered and opened his mouth.

“{I didn’t attack you… I said I helped you fight…?}” “{If

I drag you aggro, you hit me, and if you drag me aggro, I hit you. The two of them aim for the right timing and kick it together.}”

Thinking back, it was a fight where the hands and feet fit perfectly.

Unfortunately, Kang Seung-hyun was the only one who remembered the fight.

“{Did I really fight with Mr. Kang?}”

“{Since we fought together, I was just a bit pissed off. He was an ordinary dimension mover?}”

Kang Seung-hyun laughed as if it was nothing special.

If you were a normal, enjoyable nerd dimension mover, you’d think ‘I’m ordinary? Do you want to fight now?’ He would have been angry, but

“{That’s right….}”

The black beast was rather relieved to hear that.

Because what he feared the most was not dying, but being rejected for being different.

“{I’m just an ordinary dimension mover… I don’t even know that…}

”

You don’t have to tell the truth every time.

“{And what I felt while fighting earlier… Kim Ho-jeong wouldn’t attack unless he attacked himself first.}”

There may be cases where you get caught in bad luck like a kid who almost got stabbed by a thorn, but the black beast basically doesn’t attack those who don’t touch it. .

‘Just like before.’

The Black Beast beat the Hessia cult leader and the black magicians of the Takari priests who killed him excitedly, but Kang Seung-hyun didn’t even look at him until he threw the knife.

“{So, stabbing a colleague just now is only because he attacked first and returned the same.}”

In a word, self-defense.

It’s just that the difference in skills was so great that I died in one counterattack.

“{Killing colleagues is okay, though.}”

“{Traitors are not companions. It’s a talking monster.}”

“{If you hit it like that, wouldn’t I, a talking monster, become a traitor…?}”

The black beast seemed to be in anguish for a while, but it wasn’t as irritating as before.

“{Anyway, from my point of view, the black beast chases it to the ends of the earth and destroys it when it attacks itself, but it is an ordinary dimension mover who cooperates with those who help it.}” “Is that

so ?

Thanks to stepping on it, we fought comfortably.}” “

{I’m glad you were helpful…}”

He was still stuck under the couch, but he seemed to be feeling a lot better.

‘This is probably enough comfort.’

Kang Seung-hyun drank the magic potion.

It was because he had run out of stamina and stamina potions, so he had nothing to drink.

“{Anyway, even Kim Ho-jung doesn’t know why he got the job of the Black Beast?}” “{

Yeah… I think something happened, but I can’t remember it.}” I

checked the status window just in case. It is said that there was no related message.

“{I don’t even know when I got it.}”

In the end, even after talking with the person in charge, I couldn’t figure out what the black beast really was.

“{I’m going to sleep soon…}”

“{That’s right.}”

“{I was hurt a lot when I was a human, but I’ve never been hurt like this when I was a monster.}” “{

But there?}”

A rustling sound came from under the sofa. heard

It looks like he’s going to take out another ugly fish pillow and sleep on it.

“{Crowd….}”

“Then should I close my eyes too?”

I received treatment and finished mental care.

With nothing to do now, Seunghyun Kang closed his eyes and fell asleep.

-“What is it…”

How long has it been?

When Kang Seung-hyun opened his eyes again, for some reason he was inside the Great Temple of Zumare.

‘Why am I here?’

Seunghyun Kang immediately activated the status window, but nothing appeared.

‘Ah, this is a dream.’

Seeing that the status window did not appear, this must have been a dream.

Now that I think about it, it was a dream from the moment when the destroyed building was still intact.

{Hehehe…}

{Hehehe…}

At that moment, a sobbing sound came from somewhere.

I don’t know if it’s a man or a woman, but I’m sure it came from inside the temple.

“Shall I take a nap? I heard that if you fall asleep in a dream, you have a 1/5 chance to enter a dream within a dream.”

Of course, Seunghyun Kang didn’t care at all.

Since it was a dream anyway, I settled down in a suitable place, lay down, and tried to sleep one more time.

{Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhen

the and such’s sharp screams that seemed to be torn.

That too right in your ear.

cooong!

At the same time, a heavy sensation that seemed to oppress the air attacked Kang Seung-hyun.

‘Is it [awe]?’

The status window message didn’t appear because it was in a dream, not reality, but this is [Awe], a skill that lowers one’s mental strength just by encountering a divine being.

While working as a bounty hunter, I often ran into cultists, so I got to know them naturally.

‘Ac.’

In the end, Seunghyun Kang had no choice but to turn his head.

Behind him, a red deer with a veil over his face glared at him with tears of blood.

‘…It’s Zumare.’

A unique tattoo was engraved on the deer’s body, and the tattoo was the same as the symbol of the Church of Zumaire.