I Killed an Academy Player - Chapter 134

Tangled Fate (4)

“Anyway, just as fatal as me──”

From earlier.

The boy’s words are not heard.

In the midst of an inexplicable haze, the gaze was focused on the abdominal muscles exposed through the gown.

Again, these girls. There is no immunity to creatures called men.

Even so, girls who were like blank slates with almost no sexual knowledge were aware of love.

Even though one side struggles to refuse, the other side gradually follows the other side’s enthusiastic approach.

Meanwhile, the physical distance that arose as we naturally shared the same bed recently. An unexpected lucky happening.

For a girl in her prime, it was a bit too stimulating. As a result…….

“Hwa Hwaya?”

“Take it off.”

“yes?”

“Take it off.”

It ended up in a runaway situation for which I couldn’t even figure out the reason.

“Miss Hua Huaran?”

When I look down at the boy I crushed, my face gets hot. My body temperature rose and my lower abdomen throbbed.

Even he couldn’t understand why he was holding on to the sash that tied Corinne’s gown. Why is my rough breath pouring out of my throat?

-Whoosh!

“Huh? Hey wait?!”

sudden! The gown that was taken off. Exposed upper body. Place the palm of your hand on the firm small muscles as if touching the clay.

warm. I just finished taking a bath, and the warmth rising from my flushed skin warms my palms.

“It’s warm…”

“Because you just washed it?”

Hwaran ignores the boy’s words and claws at his curved abs.

It’s like a planned and developed city block by block. As the nail runs along the path, there is a shallow, solid mound at the end.

-gulp!

‘Woe woe! fury! me too! me too! me too!’

My fingers go up from the lowest point to the highest point. The sound of heavy breathing and swallowing loudly for no apparent reason──

“This…”

is the center of it all. A place that could be called solar plexus. Hwa witnessed this and stopped his fingers.

“Huh? Scar?”

The heart of Corin. A big scar. She knows what caused that scar.

“This… then?”

“Ah, is this…?”

Tates Balthazar. The center pierced by his light spear. The shock of witnessing it still tingles her.

“It’s not better.”

“The Spear of Light is different from other weapons. It will soon… get better. Just like that.”

Anger knows that the boy is hurt. Even though it is tattered like a piece of rag and fresh blood flows, it eventually recovers.

“Still… it’s different.”

He spoke softly while carefully stroking the piercing wound.

It is not just a wound pierced by a light spear. The torn skin of the tattered arm at that time, the blood dripping from the forehead.

My heart throbs every time I touch it. sick. I feel like it’s all my fault.

“I told you not to get sick.”

Place your cheek against the injured center of your body. It feels completely different from other pieces of flesh.

If it’s small, it’s small, if it’s big, it’s big… The different touch was the wound of the boy that I couldn’t protect.

“Do not hurt.”

He rubs his cheeks as if trying to remember this feeling. Knowing this boy’s persistent vitality, I was even more saddened that he did not sacrifice himself.

“Don’t get hurt.”

It would be better if I got hurt. However, this body does not even allow injury.

“If you get hurt… it hurts.”

“My heart is throbbing…”

He expresses his honest feelings. If I don’t say something like this, this boy won’t sacrifice himself.

Suddenly, there was a large hand stroking my head against my cheek.

“thanks.”

The boy hugs me tightly with gratitude, as if embracing a girl who leans on him.

“And I’m sorry.”

“Why…”

I said it this way. He protests against the boy who says rudely that he will get hurt again. However, it soon subsided as the boy’s hand carefully stroked the back of his neck.

“There are so many things I love. I want to protect them.”

It’s already late at night. Eyelids fading in a warm and cozy embrace.

In her own little nest, the most reliable place in the world.

I quickly fall asleep.

* * * *

“Huh…”

Hwa opened his eyes.

The sound of birds chirping and the sunlight shining let us know that morning has come.

This kind of daily life is something Hwaran has become accustomed to.

The boy shook his shoulder gently, opened his wet eyes, got up, and headed to the sink together.

I brush my teeth, soap up, and go back to my room to shower again.

After changing clothes and cluttering out, we head down the stairs together to have breakfast.

Then, according to her preference, a fish is brought out, and as she stares at the fish with a calm expression, a boy approaches her and applies the fish bones.

For me, all I had to do was chew a fish bone and swallow it, but after some time, I started to feel comfortable with this act.

Hwa and Ran. These girls’ daily lives ultimately start with Corinne and end with her again.

So the start of this morning is extremely routine. It wasn’t anything new…

“…….”

Hwa realized that something warm and black in front of his nose, blocking his vision, was in someone’s arms.

I’ve been sleeping like this since last night. I fell asleep.

“………….”

Bicheon Yacha. Ginger poetry. Geumgang Buddha.

Unwavering, invincible defense power. An invulnerable body.

That immovable body shakes. It’s slightly moving, but it’s shaking. It’s definitely shaking.

Especially the eyes.

“Uhm…”

The boy, who rarely got up first, pressed the back of Hwa’s head. Anger that inevitably causes you to bury your face in your chest.

I can’t resist.

I couldn’t escape from this embrace and resist the arms that were pressing my head.

weird. When I think about it, it’s always like this.

I can overpower him with strength, but my strength must be much stronger than this boy.

When I hold his hand and tell him to go eat, when I ruffle his hair and stroke him… strangely, I feel a lack of strength.

It’s cozy, warm, and comfortable. What do you think these hard muscles are in this boy’s arms?

I think back to the time I spent with the boy in those comfortable arms.

If you think about it, you rejected everyone. I didn’t want to let it get close.

“Do you want to eat? “I’ll buy you a fish.”

But at some point, this boy invades his territory. No, I put myself inside my own fence.

“Let’s start small.”

We put our hands together arbitrarily.

“You haven’t chosen anything yet. Until then, I will help you.”

He said he would help and narrowed the distance.

“……thank you. For repaying my faith. “As expected, you are a good child.”

It is always encroached upon with praise and consideration.

“Let’s find it together.”

A lonely path. Walking calmly side by side.

Holding my hand, I tear down the wall he built and connect with my home.

At some point, I became intoxicated with comfort.

When sisters talk loudly and dream of a future together. Naturally, I think of myself being there with him.

“It’s happening again. “You like your brother too.”

No.

That’s not true.

That’s not right.

It can’t be helped.

If Ran says she likes him, then I have no choice but to stay with him.

Because this is unavoidable.

Because we share one body.

While trying to deny it, he didn’t even know that he was inadvertently rubbing his face in the boy’s arms. Then I remembered the memory of last night and took a deep breath.

Uh oh.

Woe! And my face feels hot. It is bright red, as if it has been exposed to sunlight for a long time.

“There are so many things I love. I want to protect you.”

Love.

love love.

The word spins around like a treadmill. Spinning eyes and a burning face. I couldn’t come to my senses.

Then, a loud heartbeat. When I put my ear to the chest to see if Corin is in pain… Strangely, the sound doesn’t stop, but it doesn’t seem to be coming from my ear.

Realizing the identity of the emotion of that sound was a hypothesis I derived after doubting my ears for several minutes.

Lift your ear to your chest and gently place your hand on your heart.

-Kongdak!

sudden! He is startled and pushes the boy away. The boy was so deeply asleep that he did not wake up, and only the girl got out of bed.

“uh?”

And looking down at Corinne with disbelieving eyes… I took it in surprise and pressed it to my chest again.

“Ah…”

Embarrassed emotions appear in the corners of my eyes, and my trembling body is uncontrollable, as if an earthquake has occurred.

“Ugh… What made you wake up first?”

A voice calling my name. As always, it was an ordinary boy’s voice, but he was startled, as if a bomb had exploded in his ears.

“Huh? Huh?”

Hwaran had to say something, but couldn’t come out of his mouth, so he took a step back and tried to get away from the culprit.

“What? What’s wrong?”

As the boy, who woke up with sleepy eyes, approached, his steps backwards accelerated. Even though I was wondering about that, the boy approached me without any consideration, unlike usual, and placed his forehead against mine.

“Huh? I don’t even have a cold.”

“Ah… uh. Ugh.”

Anger that makes no sound, like a goldfish. In front of the unknown emotions that I realized for the first time in my life, even the Diamond Buddha shook mercilessly.

………

……

…

“I guess I ate some food. I guess I should go soon. It’s a good thing that there are no classes.”

“……huh.”

Corin looked puzzled when she saw Hwaran, who was already calm, but especially calm and passive this morning.

“What’s wrong? Your face has been red since a while ago…”

Hwaran dodges the boy’s hand, which tried to touch her cheek without hesitation, as if he had seen a bomb.

“Uh…”

Byeok Chang-ho just scratches his head and looks awkward at the girl’s actions that contain complex and subtle emotions.

“what’s the matter?”

“No, that… no.”

Even Corin’s voice, puzzled by his unusual behavior, rings in my ears.

“Are you sick?”

“Don’t touch that!”

Hwaran harshly rejects Corin’s touch. The boy may feel unfair, but she can’t help it.

I can’t raise my heart rate any higher because the discomfort in my heart that has been pounding in my chest has been warning me of danger.

What difference will it make if you hit a hammer into a heart that is already broken?

“If you’re sick, tell me right away. If you whine alone, you’ll get sick.”

How can I say this?

How can I tell the boy about the girl’s innocence, the identity of her emotions, her love… this heavy lump in the corner of her heart?

“Don’t be sick.”

“If you’re sick… it hurts.”

“My heart is… throbbing.”

Hwa-ran’s face looked even more heartwarming as she recalled the past that she had inadvertently recalled.

Words spoken without awareness. Just words like a child who expressed his honest feelings without a single lie.

Up until now, I’ve been calmly falling asleep in one bed, rubbing my face in his firm embrace, holding hands or lying on my lap when pressed.

Just because it feels good.

Because I want to do that.

Because it’s comfortable.

If we were to dismiss it as something between a man and a woman, it would be a relationship that has gone as far as it can go. Even a girl with no knowledge of the subject would get blood rushing to her head just thinking about it.

As soon as the girl became aware of this pounding and pounding heart, all of her horribly carefree actions came back as a dagger.

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

Corin comes in with a sigh again. The heart that had stopped tickling in her ears from the sound of her breathing was too heavy for a girl who had only been aware of life for four years.

“Oh?!”

“Oh?”

Should we call it an expulsion of consciousness or a forced shift change?

“Oh oppa?”

“Why suddenly Ran?”

“Uh hmm…! I guess I’m very tired.”

Fortunately, it seems that my body’s roommate has the social skills to cope with it in some way.

“No, just sleep well and… well, that’s up to you.”

“Hehe, I’m very confused right now. I’m being disingenuous.”

“???”

Ran, who has been watching her sister’s misbehavior all morning, clings to her brother with a sly smile.

“More than that, brother. I’m in town after a long time. Can’t we go on a date?”

‘no! don’t do it!’

Hwa, who was forced to switch with Ran and watched it, raised his voice in protest at Ran’s calm behavior.

A date? What on earth is wrong with my housemate?

Just by being next to him makes my heart explode, but if you stick around and use such fancy words, no matter how much of a diamond he is, you’ll get seriously hurt.

“I wish I could, but I have some plans today.”

“Ah, you said you had work related to the Guardians, right?”

‘Haa……’

Hwa sighs in relief. If that’s the case, you’re lucky.

Now is the time to calm down the waves of emotions that came so suddenly. She needed time.

“That’s it too. But before that, I have to take care of Alicia a bit.”

“Ah~”

Alisha. The name isn’t important. Hwa reacted unconsciously to the fact that the owner of that name was a ‘woman.’

“uh?”

He grabs the hem of the boy’s clothes and looks up at Corinne, whose eyes are filled with confusion that even he himself does not understand.

“Let’s go together.”

The girl who was aware of love was not yet aware of jealousy.

till now.

* * * *

It’s unfair.

Alisha couldn’t even express such lamentation about her situation being completely different from the others and swallowed it inside.

“Ugh….”

The bruises here and there are bruised and the swelling hasn’t gone down even though it’s been a week.

It’s a waste to drink the elixir, and it’s not too bad, so I’m recuperating in my room.

“Okay… isn’t this a bit much?”

The one who was beaten directly was Hwaran, but it was he who was crushed under it.

It’s even worse when you look at Corinne. Even though my solar plexus was pierced by a large spear, a day later I was walking around fine.

The girl laments that she has been unable to move for a week due to the irrationality of things like absolute defense and regenerative power.

Still, if there’s something I like…

“Does it still hurt?”

“Ouch. There. There… Please gently turn the egg.”

“Oh, hey. There’s still swelling. By the way, do you want some chocolate? You won’t have to eat porridge anymore.”

Does this mean that Corinne visits her from time to time and takes care of her?

“I will eat if you feed me.”

“Are you a kid?”

Even as she says that, Corin tears the bag of chocolate.

“Ah, try it.”

“Aaaah~”

It was when I was about to swallow the delicious chocolate bar in my mouth.

-Tup! Wow!

An uninvited guest stuck in the middle. A girl in a nun’s uniform swallowed a chocolate bar whole from the side.

“…….”

“…….”

“…….”

The place where Corin and Alisha’s blank gazes are focused. Hwa shamelessly answered, munching on the chocolate he had swallowed in his mouth.

“Why? What? Why?”