I Killed an Academy Player - Chapter 287

Abduction Park Sirin (4)

Ear acupuncture. The sunlight stings.

My whole body complained of numb pain and it throbbed as if the blood in my body had dried up.

“It hurts…”

At least the soft touch made him realize that he was on a bed.

“brother?”

And in front of it is Corinne, playing with her smartphone while looking at the view of the beach.

“…….”

Over there──”

“Shut up. Because I’m thinking about it right now.”

“Ugh…”

Sirin became cautious as she carefully observed Corin’s thoughts.

‘I… lost.’

The sun, Clau Solas.

In front of that vast power, she was never able to overcome.

In the previous episode, she was not chosen by Clau Solas. Among the party members, Corin was the only one that Clau Solas recognized.

However, to him who was only an extra, Clau Solas was Clau Solas. He didn’t have the magic power to operate it.

But right now, he was actually handling the sun with Ohad Breath… no, even more than that.

‘No, that wasn’t the problem.’

The sun is a fake on a large scale. The real thing is the tip of a spear that breaks through the gap in the seal that even blocks the sea and destroys all irrational magic. Tates Balthazar. Just like him, the talent he possesses is displayed regardless of the size of

his

power

. Now… I can’t win again.’

Shirin realized it again.

When did she become so strong?

“Hey.”

“Huh? Oh, brother…”

“Huh…”

A small sigh. But to Shirin, it sounded as loud as thunder.

Each of his actions takes my breath away and my heart is pounding.

From the beginning to this moment, he She had such a big presence in Shirin’s life.

“As always, you are a bitch.”

“Ugh…”

I was getting tired of the reprimands. I was so scared that it was difficult to hold back.

In the end, I cried.

Regrets and Even though I feel self-loathing, I also want to beg desperately when I see someone who doesn’t approve of me.

But when I think that such begging will tire of Corinne, I can’t help but bite my lip and avert my gaze.

However, the pain is not as miserable as it feels . It is conveyed so earnestly:

“I’m sorry… I apologize.” I was wrong…”

I thought it was an NPC. It was for efficiency reasons. I’m trying to save the world, so it’s okay to keep things in order. I couldn’t

remember any of the excuses I made to myself when I was letting off steam alone.

In the end, all she could spit out was Sorry and regret…

“I was wrong… I was wrong… That’s why…”

Please forgive me.

I couldn’t bear to say that pitiful beg.

Wouldn’t I be disappointed? Wouldn’t he laugh at her and throw her away?

Wouldn’t that actually have the opposite effect?

I can’t bear to shamelessly change my attitude.

When I do that, I’m afraid that the other person will be disappointed and laugh at me. I

know very well that I’m a selfish bitch. I

do n’t

think I’m such a good person . Isn’t it impossible to be accepted by this person from the beginning?

“Ugh… Ugh… Ugh…”

I just swallowed what I wanted to say, gritted my teeth and shed tears.

I couldn’t hope for forgiveness or understanding. No.

It’s impossible to want oil to mix with water.

I cried and cried.

I had nothing to say. I could

n’t say what I wanted to say.

While I cried and cried for hours, Corin looked at Shirin in silence.

” Hayeon.”

The tears suddenly stopped.

Instead, it was her heart that was pounding.

So, there was more I had to beg for other than forgiveness.

She crawled in front of Corrin, knelt down, and grabbed the leg of her pants.

“Hayeon. is… my daughter… did nothing wrong. So… so please… don’t take anything away from Hayeon…”

Tears pouring down and soaking the floor.

A second warmth in her cold and cold life.

A failed love, a failed life. She could never give up the warmth that had kept them together. Since

she could not protect it with either force or a cause, all she could do was beg.

“…….”

Corin looked at Shirin begging with tears and mixed feelings . I had a feeling.

The great wizard of self-esteem and self-respect, who was stronger than anything else in this cruel and cold world.

Begging for mercy so servilely and miserably.

It was not for his own life or gain, but pure motherly love. Love for a child. Frankly, I was surprised.

That a person so cruel and proud could become so humble.

As a player,

an archmage, a demon,

and

a grand president.

She has mastered the greatest power and status that a human can possess. Yui-han becomes the human Park Sirin. At that moment,

love and maternal love were so contradictory and human.

The hatred and anger I had harbored for three years after returning cooled off.

“…You too are a child of man.”

A monster that didn’t even look like a human. I

thought that the love she confessed to me was like crocodile tears.

But she was also a person, with feelings, and someone who could protect something that could be so miserable and servile.

“Let me ask you one thing.” I

shook my head at those words. Shirin’s face was truly dirty and miserable. Wiping her face, Corin asked,

“Why do you like me?”

I was wondering.

Why does such a cold and selfish woman crave and obsess over me so much?

“Brother… . He’s a different person than me.”

With her head down, she makes an earnest confession. Lamenting a love that can never be concluded. She

conveys her sincerity that cannot be faked.

“He’s kind and considerate… like a brat. …..”

“…….”

An innate goodness that he himself could never imitate.

That goodness that willingly lends a helping hand to someone in trouble without calculating the profit or loss.

“I thought it was cool. Even though I laughed at it and said it was stupid… I couldn’t be like that.”

Admiring someone different from yourself.

They hate people who are similar to themselves.

Even though they ridicule him for being foolish and brazen, he admires them, and even though he thinks they are cool and refreshing, he hates them.

Park Sirin is a villain.

You are willing to sacrifice others for gain and success.

In addition, they make appropriate excuses, such as NPCs or strangers, and even relieve the guilt of evil deeds.

What’s wrong with not choosing any means to achieve your goal?

In order to succeed, you have to be cool-headed.

It is better to win ugly than to lose beautifully.

That kind of idea that has already become natural.

A rebuttal appeared from the front.

“Why are you working as a trainer even though you are

a student at a prestigious university?” “The coach takes money from the president of the association and manipulates matches. “I got kicked out because I looked hateful.”

You idiot. mutual aid.

Even though I laugh at it like that, I become aware of it.

“You said you were a candidate for the national team and now you work as a gym trainer. Do you have any regrets?”

“You kept your convictions. “I think it’s much more valuable.”

“Slipped up for the national team? “If I hadn’t hit it back then, I would have regretted it now.”

“My life isn’t over yet. You can start again at any time. Who says national team is more valuable? “I decide my value.”

Belief. Justice. The right thing to do.

A two-headed bastard. What is that?

The bottom will soon be revealed. A guy who just talks nice and pretends to be nice. But──

“Why do I need a reason to save you?”

That conviction,

that consideration,

that justice.

When Park Sirin found out that this was being done willingly to me as well, she realized.

“It was like a hero…”

Watching him share with everyone,

unlike himself, who monopolizes everything. Watching him

sacrifice himself to save others, unlike

himself who sacrifices others for profit.

Dedication and sacrifice are justice.

Even though I think it’s a childish concept.

I actually admired someone who maintained that attitude in life.

I longed for it.

I also wanted to take care of my country.

“Since the day you first saved me.”

love you.

This is my sincerity without any lies.

Probably the first time.

It was a sincere confession.

* * * *

When I left the villa, Erin was playing with her child.

“Ah…”

He has black hair that resembles his mother’s and cold eyes. But his ruby eyes and wild features resemble me.

“Ugh…”

Hayeon is hiding behind Erin’s back and glaring at me. Well, from the child’s point of view, he must have seemed like a scoundrel who was trying to bully his mother.

“Bad man…”

I see Hayeon passing me with a bitter smile.

“Is he the child’s father?”

“Hehe, but Corinne, he is a confident and kind child, just like you.”

I sat down on the bench next to Erin, who was laughing.

“Did you decide to accept it?”

“Because she is the mother of my children.”

“Yeah, I thought so.”

“Why?”

Erin had an expression as if she was asking the obvious.

“You cannot be so harsh as to separate a child from its parents.”

“…I could do it. I even tried to do it.”

“Then why did you decide to accept it?”

“…….”

I was speechless for a while. I feel like I’m caught in a contradiction of self-contradiction.

“If you consider the sins from the previous episode… Actually, it’s the same for Miriam.”

She also crossed the line of what I can tolerate.

He killed countless people and eventually ruined himself.

There was only a difference in scale from Park Sirin.

But I forgave Miriam and decided to make her my wife.

“If there is a difference between Miriam and Park Sirin… there are probably two things… the first is the feeling of betrayal.”

“Feeling betrayed?”

“No matter what, Park Si-hoo from the previous episode was a precious person to me.”

A person from my hometown who I met while living abroad, feeling embarrassed and afraid.

The fact that I, who ended up as just an extra, was able to play a supporting role even though I was not the main character of the story was entirely due to Park Si-hoo’s help.

“We fought together, protected each other with our lives… and tried to save the world.”

So I felt even more betrayed.

Park Si-hoo, who was doing this in a place I didn’t know, tried to take me by force without asking my will.

It was horrible, I hated it, and I felt betrayed.

“And most of all… when he went on a rampage, I was powerless to stop it.”

What if he goes crazy again? Can I protect my precious people from this guy?

The reason he fought with Park Sirin and threatened to take her child away was to confirm that.

Now, I have Park Si-rin overpowering Park Si-hoo from the previous episode, and she is desperately submissive to me and longing for love.

If I can control it… If I can turn it in the right direction…

“I thought I could think about it since I’m his mother.”

If I had not been able to overwhelm Shirin, or at least lost in strength, I would never have accepted her.

“Well, that’s how I am. What’s important now is other people.”

“Other people?”

“First of all, Erin.”

Erin looked blankly at my words. She nodded as if she understood quickly.

“I’m fine.”

Erin readily accepted her. I thanked him and pressed our foreheads together.

“Thank you always and I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. You don’t have to feel sorry for me.”

My benefactor and lifelong teacher.

She is like a tree that always gives generously to me. But……

“……What about other people?”

“”. ……””

This decision was not something that was just made by me and her.

“……I’m sorry.”

Marie said, pouting.

“Our first child with Corin is our Deokgu. The eldest son is our Deokgu.”

-Kung!

“Of course.”

“Then that’s enough.

As if that was enough, Marie turned her head and said yes.

“Arisha and you?”

Alisha was grinning from earlier, wondering what was so good about it. Anyone can tell that those kind eyes are on Hayeon.

“Mr. Corrin, I am an illegitimate child.”

“Why is that…”

“Are you planning to make Hayeon an illegitimate child?”

“…You really leave me speechless.”

Arisha smiled as she handed a honey bomb candy to Hayeon, who was wary of strangers.

“Children should be happy. They should receive plenty of love from their parents.”

“……thanks.”

I turned my gaze to Hwaran. No, it looks like blue eyes.

“They say they don’t care about anger. Even if one more person comes now.”

Ran grinned and stared at Corrin with a sinister smile.

“Well, if you look at the timing, you met the stork a long time before us, right?”

“Uhm… I’m sorry.”

“What can I do, brother? It’s already happened.”

Ran came up to me and whispered in my ear.

“I want to have a baby, too.”

“Hmm…!”

Ran is smiling brightly.

“Well… can’t it be after I graduate?”

“Well, let’s make a plan little by little.”

I was thankful that everyone didn’t object. I guess I’ll have to get permission from Estelle and Miriam Runia, too.

“I was in charge of the first approval.”

Shirin looks behind the door at my words and carefully comes out. She looked at me and my wives with an extremely depressed posture.

“You said you were Miss Park Sirin? There’s one important thing, right?”

“Huh? What is that…”

“How many children are you planning on having? Can you have about 11 more?”

“?????”

Shirin is confused as if she was asked a strange question. Arisha… You were the first one he killed…

“Miss Park Sirin.”

“Ma Marie… senior.”

“Hmm? Oh, I said it was a kite from my past life. I have one question to ask.”

Since the story of the previous episode was already discussed, Marie smoothly passed over Shirin’s words.

“Are you good at eating potatoes? Our Locke family is not allowed to eat potatoes.”

“Huh? Well… have a nice meal.”

“Okay then! Does Hayeon eat potatoes well?”

After Marie, it was Ran. In the previous episode, Hwa-ran was sublimated to Hu and Ran’s personality disappeared.

This is probably Shirin’s first time seeing Ran.

“I have something to ask.”

“Uh, um… uh…”

Ran looked around and whispered in a voice so low that I could barely hear it.

“When a baby is born… Is it really true that the stork doesn’t come?”

“???”

In the end, she received recognition and consideration from the three people, but for some reason, she lowered her head in a gloomy mood.

“I…”

“Why? I think you’re getting offended too easily even though you’re like an enemy when you think about it.”

“…….”

Sirin did not deny what I said.

I just whimper and desperately try to stop my emotions from spilling out.

“I… what should I do? I…”

In the end, he placed his hand on Shirin’s bowed head, hiding the tears that were pouring down.

“Try.”

Things I’ve done wrong so far. The sins committed cannot be made up for.

Things that have already been done cannot be done as if they never happened. At least I don’t know how to make up for it.

But as a husband and father.

“We’ll find it together.”

We will search for it together for the rest of our lives.