Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 130
< Episode 130 > Master of the West. (2)
Master of the West. ⑵
He is the sky of countless midfielders and one of the three greats called the absolute.
Pajon Biju, the master of the west.
The reason why he was called Paejon (敗尊) is no different.
It is because he is a person who has experienced hundreds of defeats like a nickname.
Many say.
Pazon is lucky.
He himself admitted it.
He says he’s lucky.
Not only did he survive so many defeats, but his limbs were intact
.
Later, when he was called the Pae-jon (Fu 尊: eutteumpae) based on his achievements.
Pae-jon wanted to be called Pae-jon (敗尊: Pae to be defeated).
After countless defeats, you are here.
It means that you will not lose that mindset.
In the end, his nickname changed according to his wishes, but his
character was strong enough to rise to the triad. He was a strong man
with a track record of annihilating a large group of Sapa single-handedly, except for Sword Zone
.
The story of erasing an entire mountain from the map during the fight with Cheonjon
was a very famous story.
‘…But why?’
The reason I’m surprised is that Pazon wrote me a letter of recommendation.
Like Sword John, he disappeared for several years and his whereabouts are unknown
.
In fact, even in his previous life,
he is a person who would not have appeared if it had not been for the appearance of the Heavenly Demon.
Why is this elder holding a letter of recommendation from such a person?
“Elder, where did you get that from?”
“I got it myself from where I was looking for something.”
“Are you talking about Pazon?”
a
Yes.”
I couldn’t help but be surprised about this.
I don’t know why I disappeared and lived the days after Geomzon.
I knew why Pazon should have done that. That was the only reason
, and I thought
I would absolutely reduce contact with others from now on .
“How the hell do you know?”
“Isn’t it strange that we get to know each other?”
This is not a bad thing, because there was a time when Elder Lee worked under the nickname Yeom A-gwon
.
“No…no matter how much it is, that paige…”
Everyone kept their mouths shut as they tried to speak. It’s strange that I even know this
.
I was silent for a moment and turned the conversation around.
“How are you telling me to write this?”
“How to write a letter of recommendation is not to go and show it.”
“…a letter of recommendation from Pazon.”
A blood relative of the Gu family, who is nothing else and is not known,
to the Yongbong branch with a recommendation letter from the half-missing Pajon?
Oh my god.
“What are you thinking about? I thought I was going to make a mistake, so I gave you something very good
.”
“Yeah …. He gave me something very nice for that.”
It will attract the attention of many people. I’ll have to think about how to use this
.
“thank you.”
In any case, I was just grateful that I thought of it and gave it to you. The letter of recommendation was first
put into the bosom.
I thought as I stroked the hair of Wi Seol-ah standing next to me.
as to how to use this.
It’s time for the sun to rise.
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Namgoongbia’s eyes have opened.
At the same time, he slowly raised himself.
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Morning is early. It was too early for Namgoong Biah, who is a sleepy person, but she struggled to get up
.
It’s because I know that I can’t go back to sleep no matter what.
Move your gaze toward the window.
On the window sill, the white oil painting I had brought the other day was bathing in sunlight.
It seems to have a fairly long lifespan for a fresh flower, but it still looks lively.
At the same time, I organized the bedding.
Originally, it was a job that had to be left to the attendant.
Via Namgoong tried to organize herself. It was because the source
of the pillows that were sniffed and hugged all night was a problem.
‘…it doesn’t smell much anymore.’
What Namgoongbia was using was the bedding brought from Guyangcheon’s room
.
As soon as she slightly distanced herself from Guyangcheon, saying that it would be more difficult to lose what she had,
the stench she felt again plunged Namgungbia’s quality of life to the bottom.
I was still in the process of regretting it.
I wonder why you kept your distance.
‘…embarrassing.’
After gaining knowledge about the new world from Dang So-Yeol, Namgung-Bia
felt ashamed to see Ji Gu Yang-Chun’s face for some reason.
His approaching breath and his gaze.
from fingertips to lips.
Every moment was embarrassing.
It’s funny.
The one who thought that she would have had a baby just because she slept holding his hand.
It was the person who had changed his mind about whether it would be okay to have children
.
I made up my mind to escape from the stench by training as a swordsman, but
as soon as another breakthrough came, I changed my mind so easily.
Namgoongbia was more ashamed of herself than others.
He remembered his father on his knees in the middle of the night. My father, who was so indifferent and hated
, was
still the same even after several days passed .
My mother, who suffered from indifference and left alone,
did not resent my father until the moment she closed her eyes.
How could that be?
If that’s what people say about love, isn’t it really scary?
Namgung Biah, left alone in the world, fell into the stench, but she persevered.
– Please be happy, my daughter.
Bia Namgung never forgot what her mother said. I wanted to be happy, so
I tried to hold on until I was happy.
I didn’t know when it would come, but Namgoong Biah endured the hellish time alone.
By now, I had reached the thought that the time might not have been for this
.
Namgoongbia
remembers the scary and heavy father kneeling in front of the boy the other day.
How could that be?
Looking at her father’s ruined appearance, what should Namgoongbia think
?
is it regret? It was heavy for that.
Fear or something like that, it wasn’t cramped again.
Human emotions are difficult to understand.
I was slowly getting to know Namgoongbi.
I came out of the outbuilding and walked down the street for a while.
“…I’m sleepy.”
I was still sleepy because I had barely slept.
I’ve been used to going to bed with a stench in my life.
After only a few months of tranquility, things had changed.
Via Namgung liked to wander around somewhere. It was only after the stench had disappeared that I
could tell.
It means that he likes walking around somewhere more than he thought.
If you walk down the street like that, there is a direction that smells less.
This meant that if you go there, he will be there.
“…!”
Via Namgoong found herself trying to go there on her own.
“Not yet…”
He took a hard step back. There was still something to do before going.
The place where Namgung Bi-ah is headed is the training ground.
It wasn’t for swinging a sword.
– Hiss, hiss, hiss!
The sharp sound coming from inside the training hall
was the sound of Namgungjin swinging his sword.
Lately, Namgung-jin has suddenly been engrossed in training.
I think I’ve seen them practice a few times in the three families, but it’s
quite strange to be so engrossed.
“What is going on?”
As Namgoongbi approached the baby, Namgungjin felt a presence and asked.
The cold gaze is still there.
“…there’s something I want to ask you.”
“…you to me?”
Namgoong-jin makes a surprised expression at Namgoong-bia’s question.
It’s because I can count on one hand the number of times Namgoongbia spoke first.
“If you are asking about future schedules, feel free to ask…”
“Did your father love your mother?”
Namgung-jin, who was trying to answer with a guess, closed his mouth at his daughter’s question.
Then, she looked at Namgung Biah with slightly widened eyes.
“You’re suddenly asking something trivial.”
“Didn’t you love me?”
What does it mean? Namgung-jin could not figure out his daughter’s intentions.
A woman’s face comes to mind at Namgoongbia’s question.
She was a woman who resembled Namgoongbia now. She was the second daughter of the largest group in Anhui Province
.
She was a woman of good character for a merchant’s daughter.
She was a beautiful person and a beautiful woman.
This is the one who couldn’t come in because there was no blank space in Namgung-jin’s heart.
That’s why I can’t answer the daughter’s question after ten years.
It wasn’t even a friendly relationship.
I have never been affectionate as a husband.
When Namgoong-jin, who was busy establishing his position as the head of the family, thinks of her,
all that remains is a small sense of guilt.
Namgungjin did not take any concubines.
It’s not like guilt for the dead wife.
It was because there was no such thing as an effective situation
.
Just like that.
That was all that was left of Namgung-jin’s heart.
“…”
Depending on the situation, silence may be the best answer.
For Namgoongbia, this was the case now.
“…first… let’s go.”
I didn’t get an answer, but Namgoong Biah paid courtesy to Namgungjin and turned around
.
Looking at his father’s expression and breathing, he could know all the answers in his eyes.
I feel like crying like this for the first time in years.
Why did he ask this now because he couldn’t ask because he was afraid of the answer he would hear?
Know.
It’s because there were useless expectations.
It is because I have again embraced in my heart what I thought I had let go of.
“…I’m exhausted…”
I feel exhausted without realizing it. I didn’t like this feeling.
He loses his purpose of training his sword from the start and moves forward.
The stench of the world remains.
Flowers bloom, but they are ugly, and birds sing beautifully, but they are like screams.
Life right now is hell.
The life of Biah Namgoong was always like that.
The more you walk, the less the stench. The cries that had risen to the top of his throat
were swallowed up again.
Bia Namgoong knew where she was going, so
she tried to hide her expression.
I didn’t want to make that face in front of him.
I walked for a long time at a slow pace.
Unsurprisingly, the heat was gradually felt from afar.
Maybe because of the cold weather, it feels exceptionally warm.
He had a spark, but to Namgung Biah, it was only complete warmth.
As we approached the residence, someone walked quickly toward Namgoongbia.
“Hello lady!”
I wondered if it was Wisul, but it was a different woman, wearing the same servant’s uniform.
Who is it?
“Thank you for the last time…!”
“Ah…”
Then I remembered.
She was the woman who was crying when Namgung Bi-ah stole the acupuncture needles.
Via Namgung and soon afterwards, saying she was sorry to the servant,
paid double the price for the bedding. I didn’t say anything, but
I remember being embarrassed
to keep my mouth shut .
“…hello.”
Namgoongbia nodded slightly. It was a greeting of its own.
Then the attendant panics.
Is it really surprising that Namgung’s blood relatives greeted him?
I erased such useless thoughts from my head long ago.
“Are you here to see the young master?”
Consort Namgung nodded.
“Ah, you must be training right now, because you always train at this time
.”
The attendant gave the location with a happy expression, but Namgoongbia already
knew where he was.
After parting with the attendant, he moves slowly.
One step and two steps.
Then, when I took the third step, the stench from all directions disappeared in an instant
.
‘It’s… much wider than before.’
When we first met, I could feel the stench even if we were a little farther away.
It was okay to be a little bit far away now.
What’s the difference?
Does it change as he gets stronger?
If you think about it, this was hope.
It was because he did not know if the stench would disappear once he reached his level.
Smelling the scent she had finally found, Namgoongbia headed for him.
The closer you get, the stronger the heat.
Have I become stronger than before?
pop.
Thinking so, I stopped walking.
This is because the heat that radiated through the training ground stopped.
Immediately the door opened and a sweaty Gu Yangchun appeared.
As if he knew Namgoong-Bia would be outside the door, there was no sign of surprise when they met their eyes
.
“What are you doing here in the morning… What’s wrong with your expression?”
Gu Yangchen asked with a surprised expression.
It was always like this. He
would
casually notice small changes in his expression that others wouldn’t even notice .
And that interest made Namgoongbia feel something special.
“Did you not even sleep?”
He nodded slightly at his question.
What are you here for? Don’t come any closer.
The boy who used to push himself away with such harsh words didn’t show up like that now
.
“Then you can sleep more. Why did you come here early in the morning?”
Still a bit blunt though.
Namgoongbi knew it was okay.
The gaze that my father gave to my mother.
Because the gaze he gave me was completely different.
Knowing this better than anyone else, Via Namgung smiled slightly without even realizing it
.
“…I want to see.”
“huh…?”
“…I just wanted to see you…”
He conveyed his pure heart without mixing anything.
I just wanted to see.
“ ”
Gu Yangchun chose silence as if he had turned to stone.
It resembled the silence that Namgung-jin had seen just before.
Namgoongbia felt that the stillness was not everything.
After a moment of silence, Yangchen opened his mouth.
“•rice.”
“huh…?”
“…Did you eat?”
“no.”
“Then let’s eat.”
After saying that, he passes by Namgoongbia.
Namgoongbia laughed lightly without realizing it.
“Why are you laughing.”
Gu Yang-chun argues as if he doesn’t like it, but Namgoong Bi-ah
just laughs as if it’s nothing.
“…so bland.”
I didn’t hear anything.
However, it seemed that I had already heard the answer.
Compared to Gu Yangchun’s blunt expression, his red ears are visible.
He took a few steps first, then slowly slowed his pace so that he could see the light waiting for him
.
That’s it.
That’s enough for now.
Feeling the tightness in her stomach sinking in an instant, Namgoongbia
set out along Guyangcheon.