Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 219
< Episode 219 > Omen. (5)
Omens. (5)
‘It’s been a while since I’ve seen you.’
At least since the time I killed the elder I hadn’t seen Gujeo-yeop.
Not only did I not bother to visit them, and so on.
It is because I thought that seeing the face itself was a problem after that.
‘Because I can’t go and do anything.’
Should I have apologized?
It couldn’t be.
Not only was it not something he did impulsively to the extent of doing so.
If that was the case in the first place, he shouldn’t have even killed him.
I looked at Gujeo-yeop with somewhat bewildered eyes.
Unlike before, with an emaciated face.
I couldn’t help but think that I had suffered a lot.
‘I never thought he’d find me.’
We should have faced each other at some point because of things related to Guseonmun.
Since the elders’ meeting was over, I was thinking of going back as soon as possible.
Conversely, I didn’t expect Gujeo-yeop to come to visit me.
Swoop.
The guy comes closer to me little by little.
step by step slowly.
‘ .hmm.’
As much as the situation was the situation, it was something Gu Gu-yeob didn’t know what to do to me.
First of all, I didn’t do anything and quietly watched the phrase.
At this time.
As if Wi Seol-ah would protect me, I hurriedly grabbed her shoulder as she was about to stand in front of me
.
I mean don’t do that.
“Il Gongja-nim.
a
99
Yes.”
A moment that seemed longer than usual passed.
Gujeolyeop stood in front of me.
“I have something I want to ask you.”
When I said there was something I wanted to ask, I expressed my doubts in my mind.
Gujeo-yeop didn’t seem to want to do anything to me.
Of course, even if I did something, I had no intention of getting hurt.
In the meantime, I want to ask you something.
“ask.”
Although my permission was dropped.
Gujeolyeop’s lips do not open easily.
I waited patiently for Gujeolyeop’s mouth to open.
After waiting a little longer, Gu Gu Gu Yeop’s lips finally open.
“ Why did you do that?”
As he spoke, he could see his lips quivering.
”Huh ”
Pt.
It’s not that I’m resentful of asking.
Not even a swear word of anger.
you ask me why
‘Even though they say he’s been stuck in the room and never came out.’
I was listening to the news.
It is said that after the death of Iljang-ro, he was buried in his room and did not come out.
“Why did you do that?”
.yes.
“Didn’t you hear? Why did I do that?”
“I heard no.”
Like I said, you must have heard it before. Perhaps through
this elder or Muyeon or another swordsman .
Since it wasn’t a small thing, there wouldn’t have been a lot of talk.
“But why ask? Everyone said it was.”
“Because I felt like I had to hear it myself.”
strange
Gujeolyeop’s eyes were still on me.
I couldn’t hide the emotions inside, so they were seething on the outside.
The boiling emotions will surely not cool down for a long time.
Even in such a situation, Gujeo-yeop would ask me why.
Of course, he could have chosen that way because he couldn’t help me.
‘Are you saying you won’t run away?’
I wonder if I can use the word ‘run away’ for this.
In any case, Gujeo-yeop came to face me directly.
Remembering that, I told him.
“Your grandfather has crossed the line for me to look after him.”
Contrary to my thoughts, the voice that comes out is resolute.
“They didn’t count me alone, they touched my surroundings. Furthermore,
it became poison to the three families.”
Calmly, without a tone in your words.
I brought out the cruelest thing to Gujeol-yeop.
The consideration to say it around wasn’t there to write now.
“I couldn’t look at it, so I wrote my own hand.”
“ ”
“I’m sorry if you thought you could hear something different from me. There is nothing like that
.”
I don’t know if the phrase came to me because I wanted something to say.
All I can say is this
When I listened to my words and looked at me silently, Gu Gujeo-yeop said as if answering.
“There was nothing I wished for.”
“then ?”
“It’s because I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?”
After hearing Gu Gujeo-yeop’s words, I didn’t quite understand, so I frowned a little.
What do you mean you don’t know?
“I don’t know what to do next….”
“So you came to ask me about it?”
” no. That’s not it.”
It was understandable that many things were shaken and lost.
If you said you found me to solve it.
It’s a sad day.
‘A foolish fellow.’
What conclusion did you come to find from me?
What did he hope to gain by finding the man who killed my grandfather?
It seemed like he didn’t even know that.
Yes, at best Gujeo-yeop is a child who has not exceeded the terms and conditions.
Up to now, he was just a boy who couldn’t stand the daunting situation.
I asked such a phrase.
“Do you resent me?”
“yes.”
There was no hesitation in Gujeol-yeop’s answer.
“Do you want revenge?”
“ ”
No answer this time.
In your mouth, it seems like you want to exhale positivity.
It didn’t seem like it would come easy.
“no?”
“.. you’re right.”
“But why did you hesitate?”
Did he hesitate to say that he dared to kill Sega’s blood relatives?
If you look at it that way, it could be.
Conversely, if it were me, I wouldn’t have been able to do that.
‘Can I come to my senses with the enemy who killed my family in front of me?’
I don’t know what to do now.
At least at the age of Gu Gujeo-yeop, he wouldn’t have been able to do that.
It was around the time when I wondered why I could do that.
Gujeolyeop answers this.
“Because it is against the agreement.”
“discussion?”
It’s a bit of a nonsensical statement.
I’m negotiating
“Jeongnyeongmunju….if my grandfather did what Il Gongja said.”
The precarious shoulders of Gu Gujeo-yeop tremble little by little.
“…I am not going to be the subject of resentment towards Confucius.”
He did not hide his ambitions.
In order to make my grandson the head of the household, not only did he do harsh things to his direct blood relatives.
Behind the scenes, Sega was secretly playing tricks.
If all that said is correct.
Gujeo-yeop said that he would not become a subject to resent me.
Does that mean that he is confused by his resentment?
It was incomprehensible to me.
“You sound complicated.”
“ ”
“I don’t know why the talk of an agreement pops up all of a sudden, but
there’s nothing I can do about it.”
Gujeo-yeop resents me.
Or, if I really have a will to live, there is nothing I can do about it.
Even if you hold a grudge, I won’t care.
If you have any regrets.
‘I have to kill him.’
will kill
no two times
The consideration I can do at my level is not to touch Gujeolyeop right now.
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Bondi will not be able to enter the tomb where the last of the important people of the old family are gathered
.
Because it is impossible to leave the guilty person alone.
When the elder’s sins are properly revealed.
Gujeolyeop’s treatment also.
I don’t know what will happen if I share my grandfather’s karma.
Even if the verse leaves are not guilty.
The bloody karma of this damn land is unavoidable.
to do less damage.
All I could do was that much.
‘I don’t know if that guy wants this.’ If I
think about the nature of the verses I encountered, albeit briefly, I would probably not want it
.
“What did you decide to do with Guseonmun?”
“Elder Lee said he would take care of it for a while.”
“Elder Lee?”
I was a little surprised by the words of Gu Gujeo-yeop.
This elder, who has nothing to do with Geom, is in charge of Guseonmun?
Is it only management and someone else is in charge of major schedules?
‘It’s better than going into the hands of the three elders or the president.’
It was a bit of a silly story.
“Are you still okay?”
“.. Because I have no strength. I don’t have the skills or qualifications to serve as Moonju.”
Although Gu Gujeo-yeop was the preliminary Soumju stock.
This is true because he was the grandson of Iljangro.
It’s true that the talent was born.
Because that won’t solve everything.
“I don’t know what kind of heart came to me, but I can’t tell you the way
.”
“”
“Even more so, it’s strange for you to ask me for directions.”
It is not right for me to tell Gujeolyeop what to do now.
Conversely, it is strange to want to get something from the person who killed your grandfather.
It is said that resentment is impossible.
“I feel sorry for you. But that’s about it.”
no matter what kind of person he was.
I killed my flesh and blood
I had regrets about this.
“If you’re going to resent and hate me, do it. I will accept it.”
I will not take responsibility.
you can accept
Because of this, I don’t know what kind of choice Gu Jiu Yeop will make.
After hearing my words, Gu Jeol-yeop didn’t hide his darkened expression and just muttered.
“I… I don’t know.”
“Then think about it. what you want to do.”
I can’t apologize more to Gujeol-yeop.
That’s why there is also a place to comfort.
I can’t give you any instructions. Even if he went back to the past
, it was unlikely that
he would make any other choice besides killing the elder Il .
‘Even if I save him, I won’t kill him with my own hands. In the end, it would have made me die.’
Did you crush the danteon and let it die slowly?
Or, even if he used some other means, the elder Iljang-ro’s breath would have been choked.
As is my choice.
The choice of an elder would have been no different.
Gu Gujeo-yeop, who was staring at the ground with a shady face.
As if tired, I wiped my face with my hand.
I’m still just watching the look of such a gujeolyeop.
didn’t say anything
When only the wind is blowing quietly.
Gu Seol-yeop, who had bitten his lips, asked me slowly.
“.. I heard you are heading to the front line.”
“When did you hear that again?”
The story just came out, but where the hell did you hear it?
“Elder Lee told me. The Japanese will go to the front.”
“what?
What does this mean?
That this elder told me beforehand that I was going to the front?
I mean.
‘ .Are you saying that your father and Elder Lee talked a long time ago?’
He said that he had already talked about sending me to the front as punishment for this.
‘A man with the size of a bear was really weak.’
He’s probably still pissed about my disobedience and escape.
I even secretly avoided it.
Looking at the gujeolyeop, I asked again.
“So why is that?”
In response to my question, Gu Gujeo-yeop tells me with a tired face.
“I want to go too.”
“what? where
99
“On the frontline where Il Gongja Nim goes.”
“Are you crazy?”
What nonsense is this now?
You want to go to the front with me?
“What do you mean?
99
“I want to follow you to find it.”
“Are you really out of your mind?”
To go with the man who killed my grandfather.
‘Are you making a reservation in advance to assassinate me?’ Other than that, I honestly
couldn’t
understand why Gu Gu Gu Yeop had said such a thing .
“I want to decide what I should do…after that.”
Do you live resentful of me or live for revenge?
If it’s not him, I’ll accept it and erase it and live on.
The confused boy who couldn’t get his way seemed to have decided to confront him in the end.
” under.”
It was difficult for me to make such a decision.
Because it was a choice I would not have made.
“…do it yourself. I don’t know if the above will allow it in the first place.”
I don’t know if it was before. It’s a messed up relationship right now, but
I couldn’t send it
with a verse next to me that might have had an ill will .
Just in case, even if this is not permitted.
“I said I would accept it if I had a grudge, but I have no intention of accepting anything more than that.
As I said before.
If you have something more than that.
‘Cause I’ll cut it too
did you talk
Gu Gu Yeo-yeop, who had been watching me quietly, lowered his head slightly and turned his back and walked away.
In the back, a few soldiers who seemed to be those of Guseonmun caught my eye.
Perhaps they were thinking of protecting Gujeolyeop, or on the contrary,
they were the ones who followed Gujeoyeop because they did not know what they would do to me.
[It’s soft.]
I’m looking at the back of Gujeo-yeop, who is getting farther away. Shinnoya tells me
‘Then are you saying that I should have killed that bastard?’
[I wouldn’t have done that if it were me, but isn’t it different for a child?] Those
words pierced my heart.
Certainly, in the past, I would have killed Gujeo-yeop without hesitation.
That’s when I killed the elder.
But it didn’t.
Gujeo-yeop might harbor a grudge against me and turn into a stone beak in the future.
No matter what, even if we couldn’t have a good relationship.
I didn’t want to kill Gujeo-yeop as long as it didn’t cross the line.
The desire to live differently from the past came first.
The second reason was that it was pitiful to be destroyed by the karma of flesh and blood.
Because I did it.
[That’s why it’s called back.]
‘That’s right.’
The current action is in a situation where the disaster of bloodshed is raging right in front of you.
It was right that he was leaving an ember.
one.
“I wanted to show off some of this greed.”
[Tsk.]
Noya didn’t say anything more after that.
back.
I feel something wrapping my hand.
Wiseol-ah gently wrapped around my hand and held it.
“Bocchan… are you okay?”
“Why don’t you look okay?”
“Yeah… it looks tough.”
“Don’t worry, I’m fine.”
I don’t know why Wi Seol-ah looks at me like that.
I was fine.
As always, it should be intact. I stroked the hair
of Wi Seol-ah, who was looking at me worriedly .
said into the air.
“So please tell me now.”
It looks like no one is there, but there is someone.
Bush luck -.
A giant appears next to a tree, questionable as to how it was hiding among the bushes
.
My body hasn’t gotten better yet.
It was this elder who was wrapped in bandages.
“Unlike before, your eyes are a little quicker.”
“Isn’t it strange that he hid there with that body?”
Even with that said, Elder Lee’s stealth skills are better than expected.
Even now, if I hadn’t been caught in the mood, I wouldn’t have known.
“Is there a reason you told him about the wire?”
“I asked and he told me.”
“Aren’t you going to tell me too?”
“How can a grandson who doesn’t listen to his wife’s words at all say that something is pretty?
”
“ ”
As expected.
Elder Lee still seemed displeased with my escape.
I’m scratching my cheeks feeling slightly sorry. This elder continues his speech.
“I know you asked for Jeol-yeop’s convenience.”
“…greatness.”
How did you know? I secretly told my father.
“Is that why you said you would take charge of Gu Seon-moon?”
“It’s better than being in charge of the three elders and the president, so I said I’d do it. It’s all you have to do
Ilgeomdaeju said he would be responsible for the martial arts of the courtiers.”
“You mean the sword master?”
In terms of swordsmanship, the strongest swordsman in the old family is the master of swordsmanship.
I don’t know how it compares to the heyday of the Iljangro.
It was now.
‘If you give me a sword… I wonder if it’ll be okay.’
When I think of him, compared to others, he was a much better person.
At least he wasn’t a person who would do tricks behind the scenes.
“Are you feeling okay?”
“Oh, you’re asking too soon.”
“It’s better than not asking… Put your fist down. Are you happy, Elder Lee?”
It seems that the old man, who is not in good health, is not dead.
“It’s okay, so it’s as much as applying acupuncture to get better.”
“.. Elder Lee’s acupuncture is some kind of Gongqing oil?”
If you apply it and get healed, why would there be trust in the world?
“By the way, he brought an unusual guest as well.”
” ah.”
Elder Lee’s words reminded me of an old man who was probably in the Gu family’s prison by now
.
‘I forgot about Hao Munju.’
I had forgotten for a while about the Hao Munju I brought with me from the Palace of the Dark Night.
“What kind of English is that?”
“Does Elder Lee know someone?”
At my question, Elder Lee strokes his beard and coughs.
“These are the people I saw for a short time coming and going. I knew that grumbling would look like that.”
‘You must have known about the elder Domunju Lee.’
Why do people know so well about Hao Wenju, who is not well known?
‘Anyway, it’s not a normal house.’
It was a moment that made me even more confident.
“I found an old man in the Dark Night Palace, and my father asked me to take him.”
At times like this, it was good to make excuses for my father in moderation.
As expected, when I brought up the words of my father, the head of the village also nodded without saying anything.
“… Then the family head will take care of it.”
Should I put a chimney in Haomun?
Or, I don’t know if it will be used for another purpose, but it has already caught my father’s gaze
.
It was difficult for me to reach.
Aside from the guests.
Elder Lee, who cut off his words roughly, took out a letter from his bosom and handed it to me.
“I didn’t know you would be open and connected.”
“Is it open?”
Are you suddenly open?
I accepted the letter, wondering what it meant.
The letter Elder Lee gave me was stamped with the seal of information of openness.
‘This is…’
in small print under the seal.
I could find out who sent the letter.
Chuong.
It was a letter given to me by King Geol of the future generation.
‘I knew the letter would come, but.’
It was faster than expected.
What is the information about?
As for the information about Muk-kwon and Pae-jon that Hanam asked for
…
If I had to choose, I hoped it would be information about Paejon rather than Muk-kwon.
Because that was more urgent.
‘I hope there are no particular problems.’
The letter that Chuong sent me was written in brief.
– Jinlong Confucius… flesh 蚹 ….
– No problem.
“…”
Even the first line, which seems to have been deleted rather than written down.
After reading the second writing, I carefully folded the pad and put it in my bosom.
Then he nodded and whispered.
“Looks like you got caught.”
I thought I could forget about Chuong for a while.
I’ll live well on my own. He’s quite the king of girls.