Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 384

what is this hand

Is it really your father’s hand?

Then why is it above my head?

Maybe it’s broken, but my head doesn’t turn properly.

It was an unexpected situation, but I knew what I had done with my hands.

The more I thought about it, the more my breathing became disturbed and my head started to get dizzy.

By the time you gradually grasp the reality, your heart begins to sink coldly.

– I remembered the answer.

my father told me

– I kept thinking about it, but nothing really touched my heart.

-What is that all of a sudden…

-It’s the son.

My eyes widened at my father’s words.

– what are you to me The answer to that is only that.

Asking you what I was.

You say you’ll come and answer this now…?

-Stay still. First of all…

– Forgive me.

I am shocked by my father’s words. Forgive me what…?

– What the father wanted to do to harm the child with the hands of the father. forgive me for this

-…

I bite my lips at the sound of words.

Where did you know my intentions?

Where the hell did you notice? Around the time I couldn’t calm down my shaking eyes.

My father continued talking.

– Although I forgive you. but you won’t forgive me

-Now…. Come now, is that what you’re talking about?

A rough hand caresses her hair. It was a rough, awkward hand.

I wanted to hit it right away.

Unfortunately, it didn’t.

-Good job. Not bad.

A rough voice like a hand pierces your ears.

-third.

-…yes…?

– I will ask. Did the first one leave with a smile?

-…

I was speechless at the question about Goo Hee-bi.

-…I don’t know… I don’t know.

I didn’t dodge the answer. I really couldn’t remember.

That is the expression of Goo Hee-bi at the end. How was Goo Hee-bi doing…?

-Right.

At my answer, my father nodded quietly.

-then. remember this word

My father’s red eyes gradually began to return to black.

The hair can be seen changing from red to black, rather to white.

This was evidence that the breath of life was dissipating.

I wanted to do something while watching it, but I already knew. that it was late.

– Live.

-…!

When I hear the words, my heart thumps and sinks.

-Father…

I urgently call him.

-…

My father was already dead.

without bending the slightest knee. Standing on two legs like the first time.

So the father died.

It was rather me who knelt down while watching it.

-Ah…

Something is wrong.

This isn’t it.

I felt like I wanted to explode my heart right now and die.

I couldn’t.

– Live.

It was because the words my father left behind had already bound me like shackles.

For what reason did you say that? Did he mean to at least live to atone for his sins?

If not… why did you tell me that?

He crouched down, covering his face with both hands.

I didn’t scream, I didn’t even cry.

I just breathed quietly.

How long have you been there

Tadak-

I could feel the presence from behind.

-…This is…

someone who confirmed the situation spat out words as if surprised.

It was after the magic sword.

She approaches me with heavy breathing and asks if she even jumped.

-are you okay?

It wasn’t okay.

None of it was okay.

-Why… the principal said…don’t go…

she’s right.

The Heavenly Demon told me not to go to Guga.

I went here alone

It finally got to this point.

After the magic sword, I don’t say anything. He looked around and spoke in an urgent voice.

-First of all… you have to avoid it… in a little while… people will come.

After the demon sword, he grabbed my shoulder.

I didn’t want to move while lying down like this.

The bets were all gone, and my battle-fatigued body wouldn’t follow my will.

-Let it go…. Just keep it

like this…. After hearing my exhausted words, the demon swordsman tied me up by divination.

-…!

-Sorry…but this doesn’t work.

The weakened body couldn’t solve the point and blood after the demonic sword.

I had to get out of the street around her.

Even while moving fast.

My eyes contained the image of my father.

Until it gets farther and farther away and you can’t see it anymore.

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Killed my father.

I still have vivid memories of that time.

‘…Damn it.’

This is the reason why I couldn’t easily resent my father in this life.

Every time I look into my father’s eyes. It was the reason why I was pierced with guilt along with fear.

how can i forget

The touch I felt in my hand at that time is still vivid.

Is it because of the memory of that time? My breathing starts to get rough.

I even turn a bet to stabilize it. Even that wasn’t easy.

Seeing that, my father looks at me strangely.

overlap

My father’s white hair, which had been counted as pure white.

Not the red eyes now, but the appearance back then when they returned to black.

“Why is that?”

“No… no.”

It was a bit difficult to meet his father’s eyes, perhaps because of the memory he had just recalled.

I shook my head trying to erase it.

“…I understand the words, but I still need to know.”

Such an inside story and my father’s sudden apology.

It was a story I couldn’t understand, so I was confused.

Now, that was not the point.

“Please… can’t you just let me know?”

“…”

The father seemed to be contemplating what to do in this situation.

Stop still and think.

After a while, he gave me an answer.

“good night. don’t tell me.”

“…!”

The moment my face was about to brighten up a bit.

“Instead, there are conditions.”

“Conditions?”

Conditions I stop at what my father said to me.

It was fine though. I mean, whatever it is, let me know.

“I will do whatever the conditions are…”

“Fight me and win.”

“yes?”

I think I heard something wrong…?

I carefully examine my father’s face in case it wasn’t a joke.

It was a serious look, as always.

“That’s… to fight the family head and win?”

“okay.”

“I am.”

“okay.”

I asked him one more time, but his father’s eyes were still the same.

When I checked that far, I immediately had to put on a dejected expression.

“Are you just saying you don’t want to tell me?”

“I said so from the beginning.”

“…”

That’s right.

No, I almost got swept away by my father’s words without realizing it.

“Still, you have to set some conditions. What is that…”

“Are you expecting defeat from the start? Somewhat disappointing…”

“Yes. You know for sure that I can’t win, but that’s what you said. I will do it scornfully.”

“…”

“…”

I didn’t know if my fever had risen, and I treated my father as comfortably as I usually do with others.

Did you get fucked up?

It was something he had never done to his father.

Thanks to this, one of the father’s eyebrows is crushed.

It was a very unpleasant feeling.

If this happens, it seemed like it would really disappear.

“sorry. I don’t know…”

“I don’t like it that much. Let me change the conditions a little.”

The moment I was about to spit out an apology. Surprisingly, he hints that his father changes his words.

Why…? It’s fortunate that I didn’t get scolded and went through it moderately, but…

“Only once.”

“…!”

“If your attack even touches me once. Don’t let me tell you.”

“One time… are you saying?”

“Yes, just one blow. If you can’t even do that, I won’t tell you where your mother is. Even if you find out alone. I will stop it at all costs.”

“Even if you don’t say anything. Isn’t it too much for you to stop me from even finding out on my own?”

When I say something I don’t understand, frowning, my father sternly cuts off his words.

“If you can’t even do this. There you die.”

“…”

“There is no agreement beyond this. Go back if you don’t like it.”

I don’t know where on earth my father was blocking it like that.

The word contained in it was ‘concern’.

Could it be because of the conversation I had with my father the other day?

I didn’t know why, I felt like that.

I feel a tingling sensation without realizing it.

I didn’t hate it enough to die.

Try to calm down your emotions. ask the father

“Now then, are you saying we’re going to have sparring here?”

At the question, the father nodded. Seeing that, I had to say something behind me as if I was embarrassed.

“You did a dance with Baekcheon Sword Master right before me? I don’t have much strength left.”

“Know.”

“Are you saying that even though you know?”

“Do you like it?”

“…of course.”

Of course, the moment I was about to say no.

There was a story my father had just told me.

– There is no agreement beyond this. Go back if you don’t like it.

“…”

So put it simply. If you twist it, don’t do it. I can’t do it.

You mean this?

her.

It’s ridiculous.

‘My father…. He was a meaner man than I thought?’

I don’t like either condition.

I don’t think I’ll pass easily, so I set some conditions.

Even that condition was difficult to achieve easily.

It is impossible to measure how strong the father is now.

It was important that it was not visible here at all.

Because it meant that it was strong enough that I couldn’t grasp it. From now until the end of the hwagyeong.

The fact that the father’s power is not visible.

What point are you talking about?

‘To hit a father against such a father?’

It’s ridiculous.

It was such an outrageous statement.

To think I was looking at my father with a frown on my face.

my father tells me

“Aren’t you going to do it? Then go back.”

They were even provoking.

This is just about being honest. Could it be that you just wanted to sparr with me? I thought so.

furthermore.

I know for sure that there is no chance of winning.

“…no.”

If it comes out like that.

I didn’t want to run away either.

“I’ll do it. right now.”