Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 464
Chapter 464 – Fuck off.
I lifted my heavy eyelids and barely opened my eyes.
…?
I regained my consciousness and as soon as I opened my eyes, what I saw was a vast expanse of water.
‘what?’
I didn’t do anything that made me move and break my breath.
I carefully roll my eyes and check my surroundings, but no matter how I look, I can only see water.
‘…what is this.’
What kind of crappy situation is this?
How come I’m in a place like this?
I tried to recall the previous situation.
The appearance of Shin Noya and the breaking of an egg called a bowl by himself.
Eventually, the bowl broke and was swept away by the water.
In addition, it comes to mind one by one that he was killed once with his heart pierced by the Emperor.
I remembered that and looked around again.
it’s all water
All I could see was water. I tried to move my arm.
Fortunately, I don’t think there’s anything too inconvenient about moving…
‘Is this all the same water as before?’
The water that broke the bowl and wrapped around me.
Could it be this water?
The space never looked cramped, but it poured down enough to fill it up like this?
After looking around a few more times, he shook his head.
Come to think of it, there was no need to worry about this.
It’s not a real space anyway.
I didn’t have to think about water or space.
‘The important thing is what to do now.’
why am i here
I had to figure that out first.
According to Noya, if you break this vessel, you will become inhuman.
‘What has changed.’
I couldn’t tell what had changed right away.
I am just surrendering to the calm waters.
I raised my head and looked over the water.
It is as high as you can climb if you go up.
‘What’s up there?’
If I go up, maybe I can get out.
‘Breathing.’
Judging from the fact that he is not choking or choking right away, it seems that breathing itself is not a problem.
First of all, I wanted to swim up like this.
I want to move my body and head upward.
Sueueuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu200b-
The body stiffens
.
I felt a presence.
Where are you? Where did you feel the sign?
It is a problem in itself that there is something in a space that I thought was only me in the first place.
Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…
I get goosebumps from the tip of my toes to the top of my head.
It’s not just a light sign.
Something is different.
I could feel it intuitively.
Whoops… Whoops… Whoops.
An unusually clear sound lingers in my ears.
The presence was gradually getting closer, but for some reason I couldn’t catch my gaze.
What is it?
What is it?
A creepy sensation felt instinctively.
Should I call this a living?
It was something shallower than that, but much stickier.
cold sweat flows
I wonder what sweat is flowing in the water, but the feeling I felt was definitely like that.
Sew.
The presence that had been felt for such a long time was suddenly cut off at some point.
Then, the tension I felt right before melted away from my body as if it were a lie.
‘…’
Even so, my eyes were still busy looking around.
Because it would not disappear so easily.
‘Where are you?’
He looked in all directions and rolled his eyeballs frantically.
I looked into the air, but still couldn’t see anything.
I look at the floor from side to side, but I can only see the endless darkness…
Sueu.
…!
fuck.
As soon as I looked down at the floor, I cursed inwardly.
I see darkness.
The darkness cast so deep that it is impossible to know the depth.
…
Yes, it was definitely there.
Swoop.
In other words, the place where you feel an unknown presence is that darkness.
Is there something hiding in the dark?
I thought so when I first saw it, but not now.
I only watched for a few more seconds, but I knew enough.
He’s not hiding in the dark.
Suuuuu…!
That darkness itself.
Curry.
Did you notice what I noticed?
Strange things happen in the dark.
A white gap gradually formed and began to stretch.
It looks like.
‘mouth?’
It resembled a beast’s mouth.
As if embarrassed, I raise my eyes.
Whoops-!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
‘crazy!’
A great darkness came over me.
Aaaah-!
I hurriedly turn my body at the appearance of rushing.
Kwadeuk-!
‘Keuk…!!’
Because it was underwater, it was slow to move, so I couldn’t protect one arm.
He grabbed my arm and began to swim wildly through the water.
The speed is much faster than expected.
‘What is this bastard…!’
Sobbing from the pressure, squinting my eyes, I look at the one biting me.
I didn’t know it when it was covered in black, but when I looked closer, I could see it to some extent.
‘What is this?’
You can see the body gently swimming in the elongated body.
At first glance, I wondered if it was a monster in the form of a snake like the Red Beast.
I quickly realized that it wasn’t.
‘It has limbs.’
He had limbs that snakes don’t have.
The scales were much thicker than that and were clearly visible.
It was not held properly, but it had an unknown horn on its head, and a row of hairs on its back extended to its tail.
‘This is…’
What the hell.
It’s the first type of monster I’ve ever seen. It was neither a snake nor an animal.
Quad Deuk-!
gurgling!
While I was looking at the new guy, my body bumped into something.
It seems that he drove me right in the direction of the wall.
Woodeuk-!
‘Oh…!!’
I feel the pain of being torn from the bitten arm.
Something got twisted.
Then he bit his lip and suppressed the screams from the pain that overtook him.
I had to get out somehow, so the moment I tried to move while enduring the pain.
[We are dignified.]
I heard an unknown voice through the biting arm.
[All races except us are lowly and lowly.]
It contains terrible arrogance for a word that is heard casually.
The voice is not enough to make my whole body vibrate, so I start to wind my head like crazy.
[You have to get out of here. I have to get out of this disgusting bowl and become a more brilliant body.]
‘… You bastard… Look?’
I looked at him while listening to the tone that pierced my mind as if I was holding my breath.
The owner of the voice is obvious.
It must be this guy biting me.
[It is a very insignificant body. I can’t break the frame and can’t reach the top, so how can I not be miserable?]
[Wouldn’t you like to climb higher than anyone else and look down at the floor? Don’t you want to enjoy eternal life with a noble name on your knees while humbled people?]
[Then, don’t hesitate and embrace me. Throw away the trivial frame and be born anew.]
‘Ugh…’
The more I heard the voice, the more my head felt like it would explode.
Along with that, something fills up inside.
It was a feast of all kinds of emotions that filled my body.
From arrogance to unknown pride and a strange desire to go higher.
‘This is it.’
He remembered, wrapping his forehead with his remaining arm.
It is about the warning Shinnoya said.
Noya said
If you break the bowl, your death as a human is certain.
Also, of course, you are not human when you open your eyes.
‘I may not be me.’
As the existence of ‘I’, I may not be able to open my eyes.
It seemed that I now knew about the warning for no reason.
‘It’s you.’
You can see his bright blue eyes.
‘It was you.’
At the same time as I give up being human and become something new.
‘Are you trying to explore it?’
The one who wants to take the place that was created like that.
It looked like this guy.
[Don’t you want it?]
My ears are full of tinnitus.
[If it is me, you can easily achieve the ideal you desire.]
[Didn’t you wish for peace?]
[Hand it over to me.]
[Your lingering feelings, anxiety, and regrets. Give it all to me and find peace.]
…
I’m really going crazy.
The constant ringing voice was enough to put my mind at rest.
The fishy and shitty emotions that started to fill my chest were too much to block.
much less
‘… Serenity?’
For some reason, his words sounded so sweet.
The words to hand over everything tied to me.
The temptation that it would be so easy to get to where I wanted to be.
My inexplicable intuition told me that it was true.
How the hell did I end up like this?
Why should I not be human after living as a human?
What will happen when you become non-human?
I didn’t know anything about it, but it was enough temptation to think it was okay.
[Hand it over to me.]
[Find peace. Guyangcheon.]
[If you do, you will be able to achieve everything you wished for.]
What I wished for.
Stop all the blood that will rush before you die.
To make those who died for me and who lived for me live in a peaceful era.
By doing so.
Organize my lingering feelings and regrets.
giving myself peace.
do you think about this
[I will do that.]
He repeated whispering in my ear.
[Didn’t you wish? Didn’t you really want someone to do it for you?]
I hoped.
Please, I wished to the point of death that someone would replace me.
I wanted to put down this terrible karma.
[That’s it now.]
[Hand it over to me.]
Deud deuk.
The blood that flowed from the nose spreads along with the water.
I could feel the veins around my eyes bursting.
… You… You… What is it?
That’s what I spit out without even realizing it.
It was very strange that such a clear voice came out of the water, but now was not the time to think about such things.
Did you hear my question?
Karr.
The corner of the boy’s mouth goes up. It was like smiling.
[I am a noble being.]
[Unlike you who are lowly, I am a great servant who has been allowed to transcend from the beginning.]
[It is a miracle that you who are inferior have dared to reach.]
Arrogant and arrogant.
Still, the words fit so well.
How can a word like that fit so well? Even in the midst of pain, that was funny.
[So.]
[Leave it to me.]
He’s been saying the same thing several times.
Every time I heard that word, I could find myself shaking.
Just let it go and get comfortable.
Wasn’t it hard anyway?
What kind of bloodshed will you stop with your subject?
Such a mind was constantly boiling.
I was trying to do something, but things were often twisted, and I was treated as a disaster somewhere.
Even if it’s better than my previous life, I wondered if I could stop the Heavenly Demon by going on like this.
There were so many things to think about now that there were other people who even went from doing it to doing it.
why should i do that?
Even the lingering feelings that were holding the center are shaken.
Why do I have to go down that arduous road?
If you can leave it as he said, isn’t it the best way to leave it all and be comfortable?
‘Ah…’
Popped.
The strings connecting the minds are cut one by one.
The sight of him made his smile grow thicker.
What will happen to me if I hand over something like this guy wants?
will it disappear?
‘Is that the problem?’
If you can run away like this, what’s scary about disappearing?
I’ve never cared too much about death in the first place.
[okay. That’s it.]
A voice full of laughter came.
[As it is, you just leave everything to me and rest.]
…
They gradually disperse.
The mind I was barely holding on to was getting farther away.
Why was he struggling so hard?
…
yes
let go
Stop…
– I wanted to live a normal life.
…
It was in the middle of gradually resting, but for some reason, the memory passes by.
As I recalled that, my vision, which had gradually blurred, was firmly grasped again.
It digs into the head that has sunk heavily and grabs hold of the mind that is about to be lost.
comes to mind Unintended memories come to mind as if passing through a scene in a book.
At first, it was the sad expression of a woman with blonde hair.
-Thank God….
The second was a sad smile of a gray-haired woman.
-live.
The third was the resolute words of a woman with a cold face soaked in blood.
-I’m so sorry about you.
The fourth was of a woman who had lost an eye, handing her an apple.
After that, all kinds of memories came to mind and I started to pick up the emotions that were filling up.
Ah…
the darkened vision quickly returns.
Just before the blocked breath bursts out.
My right arm moved first.
hook-!
!!!–!
I gave strength to the tip of my hand and poked my hand toward the guy’s eyeball.
Then the boy screams and twists his body around.
Kyaaaaaaa-!!
The body that was bitten in the gap was freed and I was able to get out.
[This guy…!!]
[Why!!!]
He looks at me resentful.
I could see blue blood oozing out of the eye I stabbed.
[This lowly bastard…! It would have been easier if I had just surrendered! You dare hurt
me!
You also asked about the arm, so let’s hit it with this.
He showed his wobbly left arm and smiled.
Of course, it doesn’t seem like it’s going to be easy.
[How did you make such a choice!]
I frowned at the loud voice.
She shakes her still throbbing hair.
reason
… No, I just thought about it.
It’s not even a great reason…
It would have been convenient to leave everything to him.
In fact, I was able to intuitively know whether or not he would act according to my wishes.
Whatever it is, it’s at least more likely than what I’m doing.
[Even knowing that-!!]
…But what can I say.
But suddenly I had a thought.
If you let someone else take responsibility for this life. I guess I don’t have a face to see kids.
If you want to do it, you have to do it to the end.
Do not hesitate, do not hesitate.
That there were things I had to do myself that shouldn’t be left to anyone else.
I wish I had known these basic facts in my next life.
that was a bit disappointing
The guy who heard me let out a low breath.
[…I’ll give you a chance right now.]
As I was examining my ragged arm, he spoke to me as if it were the last time.
The voice resonates throughout my body, giving me a headache.
Fortunately, I feel much better than before.
what the hell is that guy
Why did it come out of nowhere and try to take my body?
Are you the guy who used to croak all the time?
I don’t think so…
I don’t know.
If you don’t know, you can find out now.
Yes, since when did my life become comfortable?
It always has been.
If the situation cannot be resolved through dialogue.
There was only one solution in this fucking midfield land.
I know very well that you are a better person than words.
[Kreurreu…]
He gritted his teeth as if he was threatening.
I laughed as much as possible while watching that guy.
I spit out the words in that state.
go away.
from this point on.
Kyaaaaaa-!
He lunged at me with his mouth wide open.