Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 468

Chapter 468 – Nice to meet you.

Goo Goo Goo Goo-!

In the raging storm, I held on to my mind that was getting farther away and endured for a while.

His body was swollen as if it were going to burst at any moment.

If I try to let go even a little bit, I feel that my body will explode in an instant.

hard.

The sound of something breaking and being reassembled could be heard from the body.

In the process, the whole body is torn apart, the pain is clearly felt.

It’s not to the point of being hurt.

Fast-!

The skeleton moves and the skin is ripped off.

His internal organs were twisted, and his blood was hot as if it were boiling.

In the meantime, I couldn’t even scream.

The moment you let the sound out of your mouth, everything will be over.

I held my breath.

The rushing energy constantly penetrates the body.

The limits of the body have already been exceeded.

It means that it is a long way past the limit of what I can contain.

Together.

How the hell can I survive it?

The skin feels like it’s about to tear, and the body cries out to be killed immediately.

closing and opening your eyes.

breathing in and exhaling.

In a situation where all of that was pain and despair, all I could do was hold on.

Inside the body, which is barely holding on as if it is about to tear, the skeleton is broken and rebuilt thousands of times.

shit.

A cracking sound is heard.

Chii Iik-!

A tearing sound was also heard.

Pain is felt in all parts of the body, so now you don’t even know where or what is happening.

I want to die.

That’s all I can think of when the pain is over the limit.

I want to give up everything right now and die.

Why are you suffering this pain?

What is the purpose of barely holding on to a distant mind?

thump-! thump-!

Was it conscious of a weakened mind?

The energy that fills the body soon goes on a rampage.

It seems that he is anxious to get out.

‘They come in and leave. These rotten bastards.’

I opened my eyes slightly.

I couldn’t open it completely, but I was able to open it slightly.

‘under.’

As soon as I see it, I laugh out loud.

The space that would have been filled with water until just before it was empty.

It means that all the water has disappeared.

Where?

all in my body.

The cold and overflowing water became energy and was contained in my body.

Since that far-off amount was put into this body the size of pellets, it must have expanded as if it would burst at any moment.

Knock-!

Whoop…!

Unable to hold back the recoil, he let out a breath.

Blue energy flowed from his slightly open mouth.

pounding-!

Perhaps because of that, my heart also beat once.

It was a pain that would make you faint even with a shallow vibration, but it was just really dangerous.

‘I’m sick.’

how much? How much longer do you have to hold out?

Being in this situation, I was able to realize many things.

Even if it’s a limit, a limit, humans are tougher than you think.

Even though I thought I was going to die right away, I saw that I was holding on like this.

Chewy.

…!

One side of the skin is torn off.

It’s not just a cut, the whole skin is ripped off.

Suuuuuuuuuuuu….

New skin grows in its place.

It hurt even when it was torn.

Growing up was also painful.

There was no such thing as even if it was very crazy.

Oh shit. If that’s the case, I’ll just tell you to do it.

I should have given it all when my blood told me to give it up.

I feel a little bit regretful now that it seems to be gone.

‘under.’

Is my life continuing to be like this in order to press for some kind of wealth and glory?

Ah, is it too much to call it life now?

If you endure to the end, you will no longer be human.

‘… that’s fucking shit.’

I wanted to live like a human being. You will no longer be a person.

It couldn’t have been the same life.

Because I was biting my teeth as I wrapped my hands that trembled with pain like that.

[Sure.]

[Why are you trying to endure it?]

A voice came from inside my head.

It’s a voice that I’ve been hearing since I started to hold on.

It was the same as the bloody voice, but the atmosphere was different.

‘It could be hallucinations.’

It was a muffled voice that was not clear, so it might be hearing hallucinations weighed down by pain.

It didn’t matter.

It wasn’t that I was afraid of going crazy.

[It would be easier if I just let it go. Why are you trying to hold on?]

It’s just a little noisy.

[If you say you’re not afraid of death, how can you yearn for life?]

‘It’s a bit noisy, so keep your mouth shut.

[I don’t understand.]

‘Who understands?’

I don’t understand either, but will someone else understand?

Why are you doing this?

‘It’s too late to find out the reasons one by one.’

I’ve come too far to think of a reason for that.

If you find a reason, there will be many.

I am doing this because I have to save the world while remembering the upcoming crisis.

Like abandoning humans and wanting to rise to a higher position.

If you want to find it, there are a lot of reasons to make it.

It’s just nothing to me.

[Then why…]

Well.

I guess it was like that in the past.

Now I’m not sure.

If I was Shin Noya here, I might have endured with the belief that I had to save the world.

I’m not a hero like that old man.

He had no interest in world affairs.

Whether a war breaks out and destroys the world, no matter what secrets the world holds.

It didn’t matter to me.

If you want to find out why.

‘If you just give up easily, you won’t be able to see the kids.’

At least that’s about it.

[At least… just that much?]

His voice, as if he was dumbfounded at the reason he barely remembered, is excellent.

What is this bastard referring to?

‘Are you even going to fuck me now?’

No wonder, really.

It’s just absurd.

Before, the blood was shining like crazy, but now.

‘Even my lingering feelings are against me.’

Even my lingering desire to remain as a human being was being picked on by me.

As I growl and growl, I feel the voice falter.

[… I… don’t want to be a monster.]

It was pathetic and sad. You can also feel the anger of resentment.

‘know.’

I know.

I wanted to die as a human being.

It means that I wanted to protect this much because I couldn’t achieve it right in my previous life.

I don’t think it’s impossible since I’ve already become a demon.

Still, it’s what I’ve been hoping for.

[Now… I can give up.]

‘I can.’

This means that if you let go, you could die right away.

yes as a human being.

You can die as a human.

It’s a high-ranking species, so it’s not like you’re an unknown being.

It means that I can die as myself while maintaining the body I was born with.

I can’t stop laughing when I think of that.

only.

What is it that humans are holding on to so foolishly?

Unless that’s it.

Did you mean that you wanted to be a human being because you had abandoned your humanity?

wrong.

I knew.

It is more selfish than that.

It’s not a feeling that you don’t know anything about human dignity or pride that you can’t throw away.

It was just a desire to be next to precious people as a human being.

[… I… want to be a human being.]

The voice full of that heart.

Still filled with regret and resentment, it was holding me down.

that you don’t deserve it

Isn’t it already too late to ask for such qualifications?

Reason whips me sharply and blames me.

Selfish desire repeats sticking out its head even though it knows it.

It’s already past, so what is it?

I mean, wouldn’t this life be different?

It’s ugly indeed.

No matter how much time passed and passed, I was still ugly.

Even so.

‘sorry.’

[…]

‘Anyway, that’s a bit impossible.’

My life has been a series of choices.

There has never been a moment when I have not been put on the scale and weighed.

past life history.

It’s just a situation that happened because I chose the heavier side of the scale.

And it was the same this time too.

I’m still choosing the heavier side.

with my regrets.

I weighed the happiness of those I valued on a scale.

In fact, there is no need to upload or do anything.

Because I already knew that deep in my heart.

[…]

Is it because I remembered that far?

The longing that had been ringing in my ears was no longer audible.

‘sorry.’

I apologized once more.

I’ve never apologized for myself, but I thought I should at least once.

coo-!

As if resisting, the energy surged stronger.

As a result, the pain becomes much stronger.

I also felt a change in my body.

Ugh-!

The ever-expanding energy began to move.

I felt like I was going crazy when the energy that had been filled from my toes to my head started to move.

Whoops-!

Turn off… uh…

Whirlpool.

The expansive energy moved all at once, swirling around and turning into a whirlpool.

Hard-!

The shell, which had been cracking little by little, shattered at once, and the shattered skeleton was deformed.

Whoaaah-!

As the skeleton deforms, energy spreads along the path.

where is the purpose noticed right away

It is the heart.

The place where this much energy turns inside out and heads is my heart.

Whoops-!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

The feeling of pressure is incomparable as the energy that seemed like it would explode just by putting it in my body clung to my chest once more.

That wasn’t the end.

thud-!

The compressed energy becomes smaller there.

It feels like I’m going to be sucked in right away.

I had to hold on.

Even if I couldn’t endure it, I had to endure it.

Hard-!

A cracking sound is heard.

Something started to break inside.

The bowl must have already been broken and disappeared, but what will be broken this time?

Damn-! It wasn’t long before the sound that came from inside is now heard outside.

Space was collapsing.

thud-! thud-!

Boobs raging like they’re about to explode.

distorted space.

The feeling of falling apart over and over again.

He barely holds on to his spirit in it.

won’t let go

The only time I can let this go is when it’s all over.

I absolutely had to.

I’ve been holding out for such a long time.

Thump…

thump…

The vibration that used to sound like crazy every second gradually became more frequent.

The pain also began to lessen proportionally.

When you really want to know if it’s over

Took.

I felt a shallow echo in my chest.

Aaaah-!

The energy that was barely united spreads out in all directions.

Swept away by that ridiculous amount of energy, I couldn’t stand it and lost my mind.

right after.

Huh…!

When I open my eyes again

So many things have changed.