Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 476
Chapter 476 – For you who have been forgotten by oblivion.
thump.
In the midst of Shinnoya’s outbursts beyond the curtain.
Still, I was facing the gate of the party, ignoring the old man.
My head spins rapidly as I recall the words I heard just before.
‘That’s what I said then.’
According to Shin Noya, Moyongga’s daughter seems to have had a relationship with the Thunder Sword.
For some reason, it seemed that there was something wrong with the reaction of the Tang Emperor.
Oh sure.
‘I’m not really curious.’
To be honest, I was a little curious, but looking at Dang Je-moon’s expression, it didn’t seem like an easy question to ask.
I don’t know if it’s because I talked about Moyongga right before.
For now, it would be appropriate to just pretend not to know and get to the point.
Seniors.
As I carefully chanted the party, her light green eyes turned to me.
It still had a bloody look on it, so I was scared inside.
I had to ask for water.
I asked her, calming my trembling eyes.
why did you send me there
Upon hearing the question, Dang Je-moon’s head moved slightly.
Green hair swayed together.
What answer will you hear?
Around the time when he was waiting for silence with a serious expression.
How was it?
I heard the words of the party inquiry.
yes?
What was Huin’s place like?
What do you mean now…?
How was it all of a sudden?
Let me look at the party door full of questions.
Dang Zemun suddenly lowers his body and sits down on the floor.
‘uh?’
I had to raise my eyes to see it.
As soon as Dangjemun sat down, the same table was set in front of him.
Above it were two tea cups.
‘…didn’t I just break and eat it all?’
I saw that the party gates were all blown up just before. Why did it suddenly appear like this?
How the hell did this world come to be?
Doubts abound, though.
…
First of all, I carefully sat down in front of the party gate.
Because he knew she wanted it.
Squeak –
Riding the hand of Dangjemun, the teacup is filled to the brim.
As I watched the rising water, I heard Dang Je-mun’s voice.
what did you see Or did you change something?
At Dangjemun’s words, my brow furrows without my knowledge.
It had to be.
… Nothing did anything.
It’s a test, and there’s nothing I’ve done in the place I was sent to.
What did you see and what did you do?
‘All I’ve seen is…’
It’s just the black history that was like my idiot.
What should I have gone through in this test.
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t understand it.
With that in mind, I asked Dang Je-mun.
Senior called this the test of regret.
yes.
He also said that no matter what you do, nothing will change.
that’s right.
I was brought back here without doing anything in the first place. Are you saying it’s a test for the alternative moor?
I couldn’t figure out anything.
What did I do there and what did I get?
What was it that satisfied you that you brought me here again?
I couldn’t do anything
Facing the life of the previous life that I regretted to the point of getting tired of it.
Could that be the content of the test?
or not.
I wonder if I wanted to show that nothing will change no matter how hard I struggle.
whatever it was
I was so uncomfortable with what I saw.
‘what’s this.’
What should I have felt?
If it was a test, I would be here because I felt something and solved it.
I didn’t really do anything
With a feeling of frustration, I asked Dang Je-mun.
… What the hell was I supposed to do?
later.
yes.
I said it at first. There is no success or failure in this test.
Yes, I definitely did say that.
Right before the Trial of Regret begins.
Dangjemun clearly told me this.
– There is no success or failure in the test you will receive.
– At the end of the exam. Thoughts about what future generations will have. It doesn’t matter what it was.
There is neither success nor failure.
Maybe it’s because I just looked at the words too simplistically?
no, no matter how
… what this test means. I still don’t know.
I would never have imagined that a situation like this would happen.
What was I supposed to do there…?
I met the me in my previous life.
Facing the woman who died for me, facing the woman who killed me.
The woman who was called a disaster in the world also faced.
This is not to say that there was no harvest.
While meeting the Blood Demon, I learned that there are numerous worlds and why they exist.
I rebuilt the vessel and let go of my human spirit, but gained strength.
together.
‘After the magic sword.’
Namgoongbia, after the demonic sword, had time to feel that she was a woman in any life.
but.
‘so?’
If you’ve been through that process. still ducking
What should I have seen when I was sent to such a world?
It must not have been aimed at attaining this kind of realization.
After hearing my words, Tang Zewen quietly took a sip of the tea.
A lithe movement that can’t even hear the sound of drinking.
After that tender act has passed.
Dang Zemun looked at me again and spat out words.
later.
yes.
What world did I go to? I don’t know what I saw there.
… What did you say?
My eyes trembled at the words of Dangjemun.
you don’t know anything
So what was the purpose of this test?
For what purpose did I go there?
At first, it was for the poison group. Now, a senseless feeling of uneasiness ran through my body.
… I….
The name of this test is regret and regret.
…
This is what I heard when Dangjemun told me about the exam.
In addition, it is a test to face your regrets and lingering regrets.
I don’t understand.
my regrets and regrets.
Is that regret and lingering toward the new sword?
If it’s not that, is it regret and lingering toward the Demon Swordsman?
At first, I thought of the death of the demon swordsman and wondered if that was the case.
but.
‘It was nothing.’
It didn’t even reach the death after the demonic sword.
Instead, the Heavenly Demon appeared and the whole situation came to an end.
Why did the Heavenly Demon appear there?
He also didn’t know.
Is it because the steps of the triad reached the land of Sichuan?
Did he descend directly because he realized that?
From Xinjiang, where the Heavenly Demon resides, to Sichuan?
It doesn’t matter how you noticed it or how you got to that street in one breath.
The perception that anything is possible with the ‘Heavenly Demon’ was deeply embedded in my body.
Actually, the Heavenly Demon was such an existence.
With such a being appearing, the test was also forcibly ended.
I have no regrets or regrets. I couldn’t face it properly.
I just can’t understand this situation.
I…
no.
The moment I was about to spit out the words. Tang Zewen cut off my words with a firm voice.
Huin has completed this test.
… what the hell are you done with?
It was just cramped. as if it would explode.
I’m really nothing….
When it’s over, isn’t it just a matter of liking it?
…!
I felt like my mouth was shut tight at the words of the party inquiry.
haven’t suffered anything If the test ended without anything happening, it would be rather fortunate.
That’s…
but why is Huin so worried and having a hard time?
Hearing this, I suddenly clenched my fists.
Because she was right to some extent.
I know.
‘… why?’
A world that has nothing to do with me.
It was a world that might have already disappeared.
It wouldn’t be bad for me if I said I got the information and finished the test with a chance that wasn’t a chance.
why am i
‘Are you this angry?’
Is it the regret of not being able to say anything while looking at the new sword? Or is it the lingering lingering feelings for her while facing the Demon Swordsman?
or not.
Is it a rebuke for not being able to do anything despite facing the Heavenly Demon?
If it’s not even this…
‘Is it the problem that I didn’t hit that idiot once?’
Is it my anger at facing my previous life and not being able to defeat it like a mouse?
I don’t know.
I don’t know, but I was obviously angry.
Around the time when my mind is getting confused due to unknown emotions.
What regrets did you face?
Dang Je-mun sees me like that and spits out words.
what you should have known Or it’s about things you didn’t know you were supposed to remember.
what is that
It sounds like shit.
I tried to spit it out, but I barely held it in.
Even if anger rises, it is because it is not allowed to cross the line.
However, even though I didn’t spit out the words, it seemed that Dangjemun had vaguely guessed what I was saying behind my back.
I hope you don’t make the same choice as me.
… Seniors. If you’re going to explain it straight up…
Huin’s body has already experienced it and feels it. That’s not anger.
Isn’t this anger? If this is not anger, what is anger?
Extremely deep sadness feels like anger.
… Do you see that you are sad now?
If not, why are you crying?
…?
I frowned at the words of the party inquiry.
Crying, I wasn’t crying.
He raised his hand to check his cheek, but as expected, no tears were flowing. What on earth did you see and decide that I was crying?
I look at the dangjemun with a weird expression on my face.
Dangjemun still continues to speak, perhaps ignoring me.
I mean oblivion.
oblivion.
Those familiar yet difficult words pass through my heart.
It felt like I was entering deeply.
Although sometimes comforting. For those left behind, I’m bound to leave a little trace.
Why are you suddenly talking like that?
I think I erased everything. Unfortunately, I can’t delete all of them.
Why?
I wanted to shout at Dangjemun right now.
I mean, to speak straight.
This test is also a test that means the regret and lingering feelings of later generations.
but couldn’t
I felt like someone was blocking my mouth.
It is also a record for the forgotten.
forgotten ones?
What has Huin forgotten? What did you encounter there?
…
I couldn’t come up with an answer to the question of Tangje.
The reason is simple. Because I don’t know what I forgot.
I know the life of a new sword.
I remember the death after the demonic sword.
I did not forget those who died for me.
So what did I forget?
It’s okay if you don’t remember. As I said, there is no success or failure in the test.
… I can only hear what you said as a pun.
His words and actions were a bit extreme, but even after hearing these words, Tang Zewen only nodded slightly.
I took a sip of the tea in embarrassment.
at that time.
Ugh
…!
The tea water enters through the throat and vibrates from the body.
I jumped out of my seat at the unknown feeling of vibration and got up.
This is… What are you doing?
It was clear that Tang Zewen had done something to me, so I looked at her with urgent eyes.
Is it poison? I don’t think it’s poison, but it’s true that something happened, so I have no choice but to raise my guard.
I am. I don’t want them to be forgotten.
She looks up at me with longing eyes and says.
Originally, I hoped that Shin-cheol would go through this. I think I’m glad you went through it.
Now… You’re saying you did something to me?
sorry.
What did you do? I don’t know what.
I’m bubbling over because I don’t know what happened, but Dang Je-mun just smiles sadly.
She wants to be forgotten, but that’s too sad, right?
what else did you do to me Why are all of you so anxious to eat me?
Now, honorifics are almost completely destroyed. It was unreasonable to even show respect in this situation.
Why are all these damned ghosts of the past trying to grab me and do something?
It’s like life sucks anyway.
What Huin swallowed. It’s a piece of oblivion.
… Fragments of Oblivion?
Originally… it was something that Shin-cheol should have swallowed. This too must be destiny.
Dangjemun stretches out his hand into the air.
Koo Goo Goong-!
With her gestures, the pure white space slowly began to disperse.
if you I believe it will be different from us.
Hearing that, I guessed something was going to happen.
I’m just going to talk to them again and disappear…!
These people are always fucking annoying. Really annoying.
I try to catch the party door with all my emotions.
Just-!
With the sound of lightly snapping fingers.
…!
I moved to a space other than the pure white space I was originally in.
Fuck this…
should I say it’s fortunate?
The place I came to suddenly is a place I know.
I couldn’t know
Remarks under the lake where I first met Dangjemun.
The space where the Altar of Poison and the White Magic Stone were piled up.
Because it was right there.
******************
…
Immediately after sending Guyangchun.
Dang Je-mun is looking at one place with eyes filled with various emotions.
It was the teacup Gu Yang-cheon drank from.
For some reason, Dang Je-mun was looking at it with sad eyes.
Dangjemun stayed silent without saying anything.
Suddenly, a word came out in my mind.
‘Is this really a good thing?’
It’s a word given to someone who can’t hear it anymore..
It’s not recorded in history.
Because it was a word for a woman who would not be able to remember it properly.
‘sorry.’
Nevertheless, Dang Je-mun handed over an apology.
I knew.
Tang Zewen was well aware that she would respect his choice.
Because she was that kind of person.
However, even if he knew that, the feelings in his heart did not disappear.
Rather, it just gets deeper and darker.
An iron-blooded woman who protected Moyongga alone.
Thinking of her, Dang Zewen closed her eyes for a moment.
I’m holding my breath for a while.
… Hey, I’m sorry.
A familiar yet nostalgic voice reached her ears.
What kind of joke is this?!
At the old man’s voice, Tang Zewen smiled.
that man is still
Because that’s what I thought.
huh? Where did this little bastard go?
I sent it first.
what?
Seeing the ferocious old man’s face, Tang Zewen smiled and said,
I had something to say to you alone.
The meeting I’ve been waiting for so long.
Rather than a woman’s heart and her own love.
A volcanic giant whose conviction to save the world came first.
Facing the man who was more than worthy of being called a hero, the woman smiled.
Of course, facing that smile, Shincheol’s expression was a bit shaky.
The woman looked at the old man and called his name.
Shincheol.
huh?
An old man grimacing in response.
Seeing that, Dang Je-mun brought out the words he had been holding for a long time.
There was no hesitation.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been thinking about it, so it’s because I’ve already put down the answer a long time ago.
I missed you. A lot… a lot.
Words that sounded like crazy.
At the words of a woman who barely spat it out.
… Uh uh … Yes …
Where did the irritated expression go?
The reason is not different.
‘Why is that bastard giving a damn?’
This is because, to Shin-cheol, Dangjemun was a man, not a woman.