Childhood Friend of the Zenith - Chapter 87

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When I saw Namgoongbi Ah lying on the ground.

I remembered the aftermath of the past.

I mean the girl who passed away quietly in his arms in the middle of the pouring rain

.

‘I was complacent.’

Only then did he blame his complacency.

Watching the world change with one small flap of wings.

It was a sin to watch from a distance, not wanting to dip my feet in the flow.

If I had stood still, none of this would have happened. It was the result

of acting inconsistently because I didn’t want to do anything but knew that I shouldn’t do anything

.

scared and tired

Even after death, nothing has changed.

‘…what the hell are you doing?’

After going through a regression, what did you walk for the last time?

Did I want to kill the Heavenly Demon?

If so, he should have given Wi Seol-ah a sword instead of a servant’s suit.

Because you know that’s the fastest and easiest way.

Knowing that, what did I do?

Thinking that the swordsman might have a meaning, I watched Weiseolah smile and be happy

.

In reality, he just didn’t want Wi Seol-ah to raise his sword.

What did you gain through disgusting excuses?

I was able to see Wi Seol-ah’s smile that I hadn’t seen in my previous life.

The hand that I couldn’t hold was next to me and gave me warmth as if I was told to hold it at any time.

The hand that I had to let go of was right next to me.

I spread my hands in front of you so that I could hug you right away.

So, do I deserve to be held in your arms?

That beautiful smile will eventually be lost when the Heavenly Demon appears.

Do I really have the right to know and avoid it?

Again I ask myself

Knowing the answer and asking it back was still frightening.

‘I can’t fight the Heavenly Demon.’

He was afraid and did not want to fight.

‘It’s okay if it’s not me.’

It was just an excuse for wanting to rest now.

I’m holding on

to my current life with one excuse that there was a reason even though I committed sins along with so many killings in my previous life .

I try to console myself by asking if I can be happy with the opportunity I gained through death

.

On the contrary, since we already know the correct answer, we just suffer.

So I kept running away.

I practiced while sleeping less at night, but there was no purpose in it.

When the time came to twist or sweep the current, he thought of a way to escape.

turn one’s mind around

Wasn’t this enough? Do you need to do more?

[So you’re satisfied?]

asks an unknown voice.

[Are you satisfied now?]

‘No.’

nothing.

I had nothing inside.

Still, this place was half a dream to me, like the first day.

A hazy and clear dream as if you hadn’t woken up yet.

I think so, but in the end, actions come with responsibility.

I had to turn away from hundreds of things to escape now.

I had to clearly take responsibility for what happened in the future.

If you don’t want to give Wi Seol-ah a sword.

Someone had to raise the sword.

Also, if Namgoongbia tries to turn away from her feelings for me.

I had to let go.

In fact, there were innumerable excuses to sever a fiancé or anything.

I couldn’t let it go though.

It was because of the ugly selfishness that I did not want to go to the other side of my heart.

All the burdens piled up around me are my responsibility to bear alone.

It was impossible to run away and hide forever.

So if I can’t let go of anything and lose nothing.

Now I had to wake up from my dream.

“…ah.”

It was an unfamiliar ceiling.

The familiar ceiling comes into view as if seeing it for the first time.

“…I opened my eyes.”

A white-haired old man who fills his vision.

it was god

As soon as I open my eyes, the face I see is God’s face… I

was surprised and tried to get up.

“…Keep it off!”

I screamed involuntarily at the excruciating pain felt throughout my body.

To some extent, it was enough to bring me to tears.

“What happened to that? You’re not careful at all.”

“This…how did it…”

The pain was unimaginable as if someone had bitten each joint.

As I grunted in pain, I belatedly remembered what had happened before I lost consciousness

.

“Looks like it worked out, so don’t worry.”

I wonder if I read something from my expression, and my faith tells me the answer.

How did you lose your mind? A bloody enemy?

…And what about Namgoongbia?

“…That…was there by any chance.”

“The woman you were with is much better than you, so don’t worry and lie down

.”

“Yes, thank you.”

Fortunately, Namgoongbia didn’t seem to have any problems.

But I haven’t been able to ask anything about the bloody enemy yet.

When I wanted to ask something more, Sinui spoke to me first.

“You don’t seem to have any major problems with your body, so when the pain goes away, you will be able to get up right away

.”

“Thank you….”

“I was told that I might die if I used it recklessly because it was full of energy, but I wrote it very straight

.”

” ah.”

“Anyway, I don’t know if people these days think their bodies are in their late years….

I wonder why things that die when hit with a knife are so bad.”

He put on an embarrassed expression at God’s words.

It was because, as he said, he was distracted and wrote too much.

‘…I was out of my mind.’

It seems that I dragged it and wrote it without thinking about the future.

There must have been another way, but for some reason, it was not easy to calm down at the time

.

Even if he thought that Namgoong Bi-ah had collapsed.

‘Why did you lose your mind?’

He clearly had bets left and was not physically exhausted.

Of course, by the end of the day, I felt a sharp pain in my body, probably because I used it more than necessary

.

Unlike before, I was able to move freely.

and.

‘At the end… I think I heard a voice.’

blurry

I must have heard something.

I don’t remember very well.

As I tried to remember, I felt a throbbing pain in my head.

widely.

You can feel the bitter aroma along with the sound of dishes being placed next to you.

is it a decoction?

Then something comes towards your mouth.

I saw that my galhyeok was trying to feed me something with a spoon.

I took a bite rather than noticing what to do.

I was a bit surprised at how strong the bitter taste was.

“It’s just a medicine that will make the pain a little less, so drink it all. Then you’ll live at least

.”

I ate the words of God with patience.

Considering that the giver was my thirst, it was something strange.

“If you wait, someone will come. Everyone has been waiting for you to wake up

.”

“How long have I been losing my mind?”

“Two days have passed, and after tonight it will be the third day.”

“… these two days?”

You’ve been losing your mind for two days?

I remembered Wi Seol-ah, who had told me to have a good trip soon.

He was probably worried.

“Now that you guys have woken up, those kids will be able to breathe now.”

At the word of faith, he followed his gaze and turned his throbbing head.

“…ah.”

On the wall at the end of the room, I see people leaning on each other and sleeping.

They were Seol Wi and Princess Namgoong.

“I couldn’t sleep well and waited, so it wasn’t until you woke up that I fell asleep on the contrary

.”

“”

As I was looking at something, I felt a tickle in my chest.

As I was staring blankly at it, God’s faith spoke to me.

“There is something I want to ask you.”

“Tell me.”

“Do you remember when I called you a living corpse before?”

“I remember.”

Because of that, I tried to find the magic stone, so I couldn’t remember.

Sinui was looking at me with a strange expression to see if there was something else wrong.

“I am a person with great pride as a member of the National Assembly.”

At first glance, it can be said that it is arrogant, but since the person who said it

was none other than God, I thought it was possible.

God speaks to me.

“I’ve lived my whole life as a doctor with that kind of heart, but this is the first time this

has happened.”

“…is something wrong with my body?”

also?

Is my body a battlefield of some kind? Why do accidents keep happening?

‘Is it because I had an accident?’

I was slightly dizzy at the sudden self-objectification.

Shinui answered my question with a worried expression.

“…The energy seems to have calmed down.”

“yes ?”

“The energy that was frantic about not being able to eat each other became quiet as if a rat died.”

Have you calmed down?

It seems that only 10 days have passed since I said that it might explode at any moment.

Surprised by the word of faith, I tried to look around my body, but it

might be because I was tired.

Instead, another energy passes through the body.

The terrifying sensation immediately stopped me from turning around.

‘Magi…?’

A demon was hovering inside her body.

cloudy and unstable.

It’s like the kind of magic that a savage possessed.

“You are an idiot.”

That’s right…

“Stupid idiot!”

“Yeah….”

I was running for a while to Wi Seol-ah, who woke up in the morning.

As soon as he opens his eyes, he sees me and makes me cry, so I was in a hurry to soothe him first.

Unfortunately, the area around her eyes was moist, as if she hadn’t been able to calm it down.

“Why… do you always get hurt when I’m not there?”

I had nothing to say in response to Wi Seol-ah’s question.

It definitely seems like that…

‘Although there were things I didn’t want to take in situations where I might get hurt.’

The reason is big though.

Anyway, it was.

Wipe your sore eyes with the back of your hand. I wondered if I should stroke her hair

, but it was a little difficult to

move as if my body hadn’t healed yet .

“Really… stupid.”

“sleep…!”

In the end, Wei Seol-ah sheds tears.

As she was crying sadly, Bia Namgung, who had been sitting quietly next to her, handed her a handkerchief.

Namgoongbi also had a bandage on one arm. Hearing the word of faith

, he said

that other than that, he was fine, and his arms would get better soon since he was a soldier after a few days of rest .

Wee Seol-ah wiped her eyes with a handkerchief, and Ko-Maeng-Maeng sang Namgoong-Bia with a voice.

“…sister.”

“huh?

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“Can I blow my nose…”

I ask very carefully.

As if this was an unexpected question, Bia Namgoong was taken aback for a moment, but

nodded saying it was okay.

Then Pang! A short sound is heard.

I turned my head, thinking I couldn’t see it.

Thank you….

When the towel is returned, Namgoong-Bia accepts it and expresses what to do with it

.

I’ll have to pay for that towel later

.

“I need to examine you now, so leave.”

“Couldn’t we have…a little more?”

“If you’re next to me, I’ll be worried and ask if I’m doing it right!”

Even Wi Seol-ah, who is usually admired for her appearance,

yells at her as if she doesn’t care about her faithfulness.

In the end, Namgoongbia went out with Wi Seol-ah, who was sullen, and

I was not comfortable with the gaze looking at me as if he was regretting something until the end.

The two of them go out and Shinui naturally grabs my arm.

“How is your body?”

“I feel much better than yesterday.”

“Still, I can’t send you out yet, so lie still.”

“••Yep.”

I guess I noticed you wanted to wake up.

It didn’t look like a cabin I’d seen before. Is it inside a volcanic wave?

While I was quietly entrusting myself, Shinui suddenly spoke to me.

“I haven’t said thank you yet.”

These are the words Shinui suddenly brought out to me as I was lying still.

I replied in bewilderment.

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“What is that…?”

“Didn’t you become a wolf after fighting the guy who was aiming for the hut?”

The guy who was aiming for the cabin?

Was the purpose of the bloody enemy a hut?

To be honest, it wasn’t because I was just pissed off and hit it, it wasn’t because of a grandiose reason like God’s words

.

“For details, Dohwa has to come, but

it will take a while because the current situation is the situation.”

“Is something going on in this situation?”

“I don’t think I have anything to say. The Dohwa will tell you later.”

Shinui’s expression as she spoke was particularly dark.

It seemed like something bad had happened, but I couldn’t figure it out, so it was a little cramped.

Sinui, who had been rubbing her arms for a long time, stood up as if she had finished the examination.

“You seem to have improved a lot, so you will be able to wake up soon. Just in case you don’t know , stay still

until today .”

“All right. thank you.”

Faith went out and I calmly thought about the situation.

I was thinking about my body.

‘Faith does not feel demonic.’

It seems that he just went to check the gas line, but he didn’t mention the part about magic

.

Of course, it’s a story that God can deliberately not talk about.

I thought the chances of that were slim.

I don’t know how the magic began to circulate in my body, but the good thing

was that the magic was gradually being purified.

It was the same as

before, when the energy of the magic stone was absorbed by the magic perforation hole, and the mouth flame fire purifier consumed the demonic energy and purified it.

The current demon is not a pure demon like the one given by the Magic Stone or the Heavenly Demon.

Dark Night Palace. In particular, it was similar to the turbid aura that the Night Blood enemy possessed.

It was as if he had taken his energy away.

Could it be that I stole the energy of the savage enemy?

‘It’s not a magic stone, it’s someone else’s energy?’

I had never heard of such an ability.

It wasn’t something I would say when I used to extract and use magic from the magic stone, but that’s all. Also,

I thought

that the calming energy that Sinui said might have something to do with this .

‘…Anyway, this is also Magini’s magic trick to calm down.’

If this happens, there will eventually be a need to find magic stones and continuously consume them.

I felt bitter as if I had no choice but to be bound by the Demon’s magic until I came to this life

.

Now was the point where I had to make up my mind.

‘by the way.’

There was one thing that bothered me.

It’s been that way ever since I woke up.

‘Noya.’

I called Shinnoya inwardly, but there was no answer.

‘Noya…’

I call out again.

Again, no answer came back.

After waking up last night, I sang Shin Noya for a while, but Noya’s voice

did not come back.

I’ve seen it with my own voice, and I’ve seen it in my heart.

No answer came.

“…Where have you gone, old man?”

Shinnoya is gone.